Journey Into My Mind

i knew

I knew it would hurt. I knew that loving you would be difficult but I wanted to try. I wanted to change for you. I wanted to be at my best despite knowing that I was losing myself. I was forgetting to be myself in exchange to be with you. I hoped that at some point you would fall in love with me again, although I knew that deep down I would never achieve it by your simple perspective of me. I wanted you and god damn I loved you. I have never wanted someone so much like I have done with you. Worst part is, I have fallen too deep in love with you and now all of my feelings are your cause. Despite not being good enough for you, I could safely say that I was happy to have met you. To have enjoyed the time at your side despite your indifference 💔