Journey Into My Mind

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I care too much for one very special person. I know that may seem selfish but hey, if it's someone I love dearly, why wouldn't I be? Even though she did me wrong from time to time, I still forgive and forget. I've done my fair share of hurting. The real me would do nothing to hurt her. I simply lost control, which ended her hurting me instead. I say that I care about her, yet the things I do prove otherwise. I wish deep down she'd understand what I'm thinking and why I kept doing what I did, for neither of us is at fault here. We are two separate minds with two separate ideals and opinions of what love is supposed to be between us. Everyone is different, but that doesn't mean the problems can't be solved. We can do this together if you just try. I won't hold the past against you, for I am only here to build you stronger than you ever were. I won't apologize because you heard enough of it already. This time, if I ever get the chance, I'll prove to you how much I care as long as you can cooperate with me. So even if we don't fall in love again, at least I can say that I'm proud that I met you. And that I'm proud I've spent all of my time with you. I will always cherish the happiest, most exciting moments I had with you Maggie. Cherish the good memories. Erase the bad if you truly want to find happiness as much as you say you want to. Maybe one day I'll free you from your curse and shame. It won't hurt to try I'm sure of it.

(I might delete this later if I'm asked to do so after a certain someone reads this)