Journey Into My Mind

I don't deserve it

I wanted to be happy, but I don't deserve it
I wanted to be me, but I don't deserve it
I wanted to keep you, but I don't deserve it
I wanted to hold you, but I don't deserve it
I wanted another chance, but I don't deserve it
I wanted to love you again, but I don't deserve it
I want to stay alive, but I don't deserve it
I want to cry, but I don't deserve it
You always lied, but I don't deserve it
You said you'd try, but I don't deserve it
The darkness is where I hide, but I don't deserve it
So if the next day I die, I probably deserved it