I tied to hold back my tears, I really tried. I guess I had too much hope for us.
I called him up and asked if he could come round and he agreed.
I nervously waited, I didn't even know what I was going to say.
He soon arrived and he looked as amazing as ever, but I didn't beat around the bush I got straight to it.
"Okay here it is, your choice it's simple... her or me and I'm sure she's really great but Shawn I love you, in a really really big, pretend to like your taste in music and food, I let you eat the last piece of cake... stay up all night thinking of you being right next to me, an unfortunate way to make me hate you, love you, so pick me, choose me, love me" I said.
Shawn looked at me and shook his head.
"Oh, you're staying with her" I said.
"I'm sorry" he said.
"People just aren't meant to be together forever" Shawn said.
"Is That What you think?" I asked looking up.
"Yeah" he replied.
"Look Shawn I love you!" I said.
"You don't I'm just the guy you dated in school" Shawn said.
"Don't say that!" I said.
"Okay you don't even know me" Shawn said.
"Of course I know you!" I said.
"But I've changed you don't know me right now, the current me" Shawn said.
"I do I do! Don't say that" I said crying.
"Okay I don't even know me! I have no idea who I am!" Shawn said.
"What let me guess it's me? I'm the problem" I said. "I never said that!" Shawn said. "But you was going too" I said. Shawn looked up at me and for a moment I saw the truth. "You can't break up with me, you promised" I said, I couldn't even look at him.
"I'll always love you, remember that I just don't love you enough" Shawn said.
"And that's supposed to make me feel better?" I said. "I don't know.... I don't know what to say" Shawn said.
"Yeah me too" i said.
Shawn looked behind and made his way to the door. "You know no one has ever broken my heart the way you have" I said.
Shawn looked at me but he didn't say anything. I walked over to him and handed him the necklace. He took it without breaking eye contact with me. A surge of anger hit me and I slapped him. He didn't retaliate he just left. I shut the door and fell to the floor crying. He's not mine.
