A few weeks passed and I didn't hear anything from Shawn.
"I'm in love with him" I said to Lotta.
"And he chose Bella and I love Shawn and it's always going to be Shawn" I said.
At that moment my other friend Liv walked into the room. "Where's Shawn?" She asked. She obviously hasn't heard the news. "We broke up". I said. "No babes! Why?" She asked. "He's in love with somebody else" I said.
"Why didn't he go for me? Like Bella looks like she's always the one that everyone picks for everything" I said.
So months and months pass and I film more and more films and soon the grief of me and Shawn's relationship turns into a memory until one day I see an interview and Shawn announces he's getting married.
"He's not coming back" I said to myself.
I'm moving house and I decided to go and throw stuff out that I don't want and I come across a box full of Polaroid's of me and Shawn. Every single one had a story and each story I would remember. I put the box on my desk as I carried on packing. "What about this box?" Lotta said pointing at the one full of me and Shawn. "I'm keeping it" I said.
I had an award show to attend to the next day and I didn't want to go as I knew Shawn would be there, I couldn't bare to see him.
It was the day of the show and I kept going over in my head what would happen if I see Shawn. Would it be a magical movie ending where he tells me he loved me all along? Or would he just be normal and ignore me?
