The first show wasn't for another month as they wanted us all to bond.
We decided to all go to a theme park and hang out.
We decided to go on a big ride where we spun upside down and it looked super cool.
Shawn sat next to me on the ride and Jack J sat on the other side next to me.
The ride was so cool, Shawn's eyes were shut the whole time which made me laugh.
"I'm like super hungry" Carter said. "Yeah me too" I said and everyone agreed. We all went and got food and as we paid I realised that I had forgot my money. "It's fine I'll pay" J said. "Thanks" I said with a smile as he got his money out.
The rest of the day was filled with many more exciting rides and some fans wanted pictures from the boys, not be of course they have no idea who I am.
We all arrived back at the hotel and we all sat in one of our hotel rooms and spoke. All the boys started talking while I sat back and thought.
I wonder how my family is coping without me and money wise?
"Hey you Alright?" Shawn asked. "Yeah I'm fine, I'm just thinking about my family" I replied. "Don't worry about it I'm sure they are fine" Shawn said. "Yeah I'm sure they are fine" Jack J said as he sat next to me. "I mean I personally haven't met them but I'm sure they are" He said placing his hand on my thigh. "Thanks" I replied. I looked up at Shawn and he looked really angry. What's a matter with him recently?
"Look I'm super tired I'm gonna go a bed" I said standing up. I said goodnight to the boys as I left the room with Shawn.
"Shawn are you okay?" I asked. "Fine" he snapped back. "No your not, I know you" I said. "Fine you want to know what's wrong?" He asked. "Yeah, that's kind of what I'm asking" I said. "It doesn't matter, you won't get it" He said. "Shawn I'm not getting you right now" I said. "Yeah but I'm sure Jack J will" he mumble. "Ahh So Jack J? He's the problem" I said. Shawn looked up at me. "Well?" I said. "Haven't you noticed?" Shawn asked. "Noticed what?" I asked. "He likes you! He's been fucking flirting with you all day!" Shawn said.
