I had a sleep after the shower and as soon as I woke up I went straight to the hospital, i didn't want Malia to wake up and I wasn't the first person she saw.
I quickly got dressed and drove back to the hospital. I ran up to her room and sat next to her bed again.
"Nurse!" I said.
The nurse came over to me without huge smile.
"Has anything happened? Any updates?" I asked.
"Well She should be waking up today as we've lowered her dose" the nurse said.
"Okay thanks, and she should be alright?" I asked.
"She'll be just fine" The nurse said.
I smiled as I turned and looked back at Malia.
I got up and walked away it to another room. Bella's room.
Bella was awake and lying down looking at the ceiling.
She looked over at me and looked away.
"Bella?" I said as I sat down.
"What Shawn?" She said.
"Oh? So you break into my house, probably cause distress to Malia and kill our baby? And I get what Shawn?" I snapped.
"It's always about Malia" she snapped.
"You still haven't changed have you?" I said.
"I thought that all this Would teach you something? You killed someone!" I said.
"Your baby? Oh please that's hardly murder" Bella said.
"Yes that is! The baby was alive and because of you it's not alive anymore! That's murder!" I said angry.
"That was my baby! And you killed it!" I yelled letting my anger out as my tears fell.
A nurse walked in and tried to calm me down.
"NO! SHE KILLED MY CHILD!" I yelled.
More nurses came in and took me out and sat me down in a separate room and gave me a glass of water.
"I'm sorry sir" a nurse said.
I looked over at her but I didn't say anything.
"Sorry for causing a scene" I said too ashamed too look at her.
"Don't Be Sorry, your grieving" she said.
I looked at the nurse.
"How are you so positive?" I asked.
"It's my job, besides it's about being happy for the people" she said.
I got up and walked and sat next to Malia and held her hand.
I closed my eyes and I felt her squeeze my hand.
