"You're blushing" Emma said. "What?" I replied. "You're blushing" she repeated. "Am I?" I asked. "Yeah, you are" she said. I tried to hide my face behind my sleeves, why am I blushing. "I think someone has a crush on someone else" Emma said jokingly. "Shut up" I said with a smile. "So do you?" She asked. "Heck no, he's just not my type, plus he's probably a fuckboy or something" I said. "Mhhh I dunno he don't seem like the type" Emma said. "Has he dated anyone?" I asked as we walked into the classroom. "Yeah! Don't you remember he dated Daisy" Emma said sounding shocked. "Oh yeah I forgot, I never really liked her" I said. "Why?" Emma asked. "She just seems a bit of a home wrecker, like she flirts with fucking everyone! Like every time someone dates someone she happens to be suddenly interested in the boy" I said. "True, but her and Shawn didn't date for long, like a month" Emma said. "Why did they break up?" I asked. "Oh because Daisy said she was over it and didn't feel like she wanted to date him anymore or something, but I heard some where that he didn't even like her that much" Emma said. "Really! But she dumps-"
"Girls! Stop talking!" The teacher snapped. "Geez Louise" I said under my breath. I hate this teacher. The whole lesson went by really slowly, and I mean really slowly. In fact I can say the same for the whole day. But finally I was walking off to Drama after school and it felt so cool because it was my little secret, you know. I think I need to be honest, like I love my friends, Jemma, Margo and Sophie but I feel like I've out grown them a little, and it's okay to outgrow friends, it's not a bad thing... right? That's why I haven't told them about drama but to be fair I haven't told my other group of friends yet, who I hang out more with, Emma,Mackenzie and Liv. But that's because they all like Shawn, yet again so does every girl.... I want to tell Sophia, Jemma and Margo that I don't want to hang out with them but I don't want to be rude, and I want to tell Emma, Liv and Mackenzie but I feel like they won't understand. I want to talk to someone who will understand. Welcome to my social life.. and that's not even including boys.
