Shawn had vine? He had 50k followers on vine. I didn't even know, I just downloaded the app and saw his success.
MALIA: 50k followers? Damn that's a lot.
SHAWN: oh my god! Malia I was going to tell you but I thought you wouldn't like it!
MALIA: what's not to like?! Your voice is beautiful! I didn't even know you could sing.
SHAWN: so you don't mind?
MALIA: of course I don't mind! I'm proud of you!
SHAWN: thanks darl❤️.
I smiled at the text message, I guess everything in my life isn't shit.
I decided to check my wattpad again and I had so many notifications. It had 3,000 reads already. What the hell? I didn't think it would do that well! My mum always said I had a writers brain, where I could always write the craziest but mind blowing stories, I never believed her I never really wanted to be a writer, it's boring but I guess now I'm a bit older I see the fun in it. Oh shut up Malia you want to be an actress and play the characters not make them up.
I laid down on my bed when I got a text.
SOPHIE: are you angry at us?
MACIE: No.
SOPHIE: yes you are, you barley hang out with us.
MACIE: and that means I'm mad at you?
SOPHIE: kind of, I mean I feel like you're not telling us something.
MACIE: I just have a lot going on rn.
MARGO: Sophie has a point.
MACIE: What now your mad at me?
MARGO: no! I'm just asking.
MACIE: What are you asking? There was no question.
JEMMA: she's asking if you still like us.
MACIE: of course I do! I just need some space.
SOPHIE: and what, having space means hanging out with Liv and shit?
MACIE: Possibly. They just get me more.
JEMMA: and we don't?
MACIE: I just need a change in scene, you know with my friends.
I can't take it anymore instead I decided to turn my phone on silent. I needed to relax so went to run a bath. I sat on the floor and watched as the bath flowed and I tried to shut myself away from the world but I decided to check my phone one more time.
LAYLA: why don't you like Jemma, Margo and Sophie?
ANNIE: I think it's super bitchy that you are abandoning your friends.
That was the tipping point, why can't people just stay out my business! And in anger I threw my phone. It's definitely cracked now. Damn I should never of thrown it. I slowly walked over and picked it up and I was right, it's cracked. I stared to cry, in sadness and anger. I wish people would piss off. The bath was run and I stripped down and got in the bath. I laid back and let the hot water drenched my body and it felt amazing. I wet my hair as I put shampoo in my hair and rubbed it in. But something didn't feel right, I checked the bottle again and saw that I didn't put shampoo in my hair it was shower gel. "FOR FUCK SAKE!" I yell. Things are going from bad to worse, all I want now is a hug from Shawn.
