dear diary | shefani

Entry Five

Entry Five

Dear Diary,

It all happened so fast.

"Who are you?" he finally came up to me. His cologne filled my senses as the tension was even thicker now.

"I could ask you the same question," I can  barely breathe.

"Do I know you from somewhere?" Blake asks. He seems tense, impatient for an answer.

"No," I raise my brow.

"Why," he breathes. "Why do I feel like I'm being pulled towards you."

I gulped. So he felt the same way. I didn't know if I should be happy or scared about this. "I have no idea what you're talking about."

"Gwen," he persisted. So, apparently he did know my name.

"I got to get to lunch..." I walk away quickly.

"Gwen!" I hear him call out, but I'm flooded by other students, causing him to no longer see me.

First of all, how blunt was that? How do you expect someone to reply to that when it's out of the blue. Secondly, why did it take actually strength to not kiss his at that moment.

On a more positive note, at least I know now that he feels the same bond. Maybe I'm not going crazy.

Maybe.

My heart's still beating from talking to him today. I don't understand why I feel the way I do about him when I've phad one conversation with him (and it was weird!)

It would be so nice to tell Alicia or Christina about this, but I really can't trust them. They're my best friends, but I can't trust anyone to keep my secret. Besides, she's friends with Adam, who clearly has become Blake's buddy the past few days he's been her.

It's times like this that I'm actually grateful for this diary. I've always wanted a space to be able to write down my experiences and no one has to see them except me.

Which, now that I think about it...

I just got the perfect idea! I'll just write songs about what I'm going through, and maybe make it into my first solo album. I have three other albums, but they're all with my band, No Doubt, and it's not like anyone's buying them. I can make these songs, and not have to deal with getting shit from my band.

Anyway, what is it with this Blake Shelton? Why am I literally drawn to him? Maybe this is all just some silly crush. I barely known the guy. I'm probably just attracted to him because he's hot. That's the only explanation.

Right?

Until next time,
Gx

author's note

I literally just started writing these short little entries because I was bored and I'm currently not doing school.

I guess I'll continue, but does anyone have any comments?