Regrets piling up, you took a one last good look. Who knows when you'll see him again? Words that he said are still ringing inside your head.
Unknowingly, you moved forward, and kept walking; faster and faster. You were chasing him now, following his footsteps, focusing on the image of the man you still loved.
You grabbed his arm once you were close enough to reach him.
"I'M SO GOD DAMN PISSED WITH YOU!" You blurted out. He turned around, a momentary shocked look on his face. "Let's talk somewhere else, people are st-"
You kissed him, forcefully, grabbing his cheeks.
"No....I don't care. I have to talk now or else I don't know when else I'll have the courage to talk," You said. He nodded. "Of course...I'm all ears."
You released a sigh.
"If you do have feelings for me, won't you at least try to get closer with me?" You asked. 'No' was his reply. You had to pry further, taking it slowly at the same time too.
"Won't you be my friend?"
Again, another 'No'.
"Then..won't you confess to me?"
He was silent. "No"
Ah....probably that was the end of the line. "I understand," You said and looked at him. "I'm sorry," He replied.
Was he just playing around then?
"Thanks for listening," You said and turned around. He placed his jacket over your body.
"Stay warm," He said. You wanted to cry and bury yourself at the warm scent of his jacket, his fragrance was still the same as before. You missed it so bad.
Another chance blew, another time wasted, another rejection. Totally useless.
You looked to the ground, pitying yourself, your legs could not bear the shame. You crouched, crying your heart out. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, you kept repeating the same words over and over again. It really did.
He looked at you, but you didn't notice, he cried along with you...and you still didn't notice. He felt the pain with you, but his pain was bigger.
'F*ck this day ' he thought. 'I guess boys do cry '.
Days went by without speaking a word at all about that day. Until, a robbery happened. Out of all places, a bearded man with guns and knives had to rob the museum.
He not only took the money, he stabbed (B/N) in all places since (B/N) was trying to protect the money, he got hurt.
The bearded man fixed his eyes on you, looking very interested, he grabbed you by the waist. You were scared.
Somebody pulled you backwards, causing you to stumble.
"Back off, she's mine!" (B/N) said, his whole body trembling. "Still a big talker huh?" The man said. He raised a knife over his heart, both of you were cornered and could not move. seconds until the end of your lives.
Police sirens were heard, "You better run," He smirked. "Damn it," The man said and tried to escaped but the police managed to arrest him. You feel relieved.
But....The weight on your back suddenly got heavier. You looked towards him and he was unconscious.
You remembered calling him a thousand times, crying over those bruises and gunshots at the place he was hit.
-In the Hospital-
After a whole week, he finally opened his eyes slowly, his eyes finally looked at yours.
"Hi," You smiled at him. He smiled, it tugged your heartstrings.
"I've been thinking a lot about it..and maybe you're wondering why I didn't have the courage to confess to you," He said. "I'm scared I'll make a mistake, I'm afraid that you're going to be in more pain being with me." He continued.
You laughed. "You won't know unless you try it first."
He pulled you in for a hug. "I missed you."
"The only problem in our relationship is that it ended, shame huh?"
You gulped, your heart was ready to explode and moment now. "It's not over yet," You said. "What do you mean?" He asked. "I knew you were gonna be like this....here it goes....
Please, go out with me once again."
Then you felt embarrassment and your cheeks burned up, it felt much hotter that it can beat the coldness of the room.
His face was full of confusion and surprise.
"I knew this was a bad idea, I'll take my words back," You felt awkward.
He squeezed you so hard your ribs are probably broken right now. Moreover, he snuggled his head on your shoulders. "I love you, I love you, I really do," He said, all smiles. "Thanks for saving my time to confess."
He placed his forehead on yours, heads touching, he looked at your lips and went close. Then, he traveled up and decided to give you a peck on the forehead. "Geez, such a tease," You punched him. "I wasn't teasing, I'm just too shyyyyyyy," He complained. You smiled.
He kissed your lips.
"Kidding, I've missed those lips." He smirked and laughed at your blushing face.
"I like it...the face you're making right now. The shy you, the angry you, the happy you, the retard- *coughs* I mean weird you. I love them all so much," He said. "You're gonna see all of these faces until we get old," You responded.
"I'd like that." He said.
"Me too," You replied.
-THE END-
OMFG GUYSSS, I CAN'T WAIT FOR SVT'S COMEBACKKKKKKKK.UGHHHHHH.
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And alsooooo....my fav Netflix tv series season 2 is coming out tom!!!!! I'm so damnnn happyyyyy! (pssstt it's STRANGER THINGSSSS) asdfhjklll >.<
