Im backkk tf. Btw this is still in past tense.
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Josie's POV
Everything was pitch black . I screamed as loud as I can but somehow I was mute. I couldn't move as if something was holding me down. I struggled to break free from whatever was holding me back. My breathing was picking up & I could hear the way my heartbeat was thumping against my chest. That was until I felt myself be lifted from the darkness.
" STOP ! " I screamed. I was now sitting up , breathing hard. I looked around at my surroundings. I was back in my room. It had to be late because it was still dark outside. I wiped off the sweat that was trickling down my forehead , throwing the covers off my body that was suffocating me. I swung my legs over the bed onto the cold ,wooden floor. My throat was dry as hell & I felt sick to my stomach.
Im guessing the thunder woke me up. I walked over to the window , the rain drops streaming down the window & the lighting flashing through my eyes. It didn't scare me if anything it calmed down my nerves.
I never had a nightmare like that , it was different. Usually it be ones with my father but this time it was just darkness. It was the worse dream I've ever had. I sighed deeply as I made my way towards the kitchen. I have been ordering take out for the few days so my fridge is currently empty.
I fill up a glass with cold tap water & chug it down. I almost choke when there's a knock at the door. I put down the half empty glass quietly & tip toed towards the door. I wish I had a bat or something. I look around real quick & grab the lamp Zion got me a few days ago.
I silently prayed for it not to be a killer. Before I can looked through the peep hole three more knocks came. I gasped quietly & backed away. " Who ? " I spoke hesitantly. I wanted to run away & hide under the covers. Why did I have to live alone ?
" Jocelyn ? "
This had to be worse than a killer
" Ace ? " way worse.
I opened up the door revealing my brother. I wanted to kill him right then & there. I knew he was coming but now ? at - I don't even know what time it is - but it sure is late. " I thought I told you not to come here. " My eyes slowly adjusting to the bright hallway lights. He was drenched from head to toe. His lips quivered & his body trembled.
" H-Hi lil sis . Care to let me in ? " He forced a shaky smile but I could see he was suffering from the cold. " P-Please ? " He sputtered.
" stay there " I closed the door as I went into the living room closet for the clothes Brandon left when Char kicked him out. The boys have been over my house almost every other day. Hopefully they don't today. " Here " After I opened the door I threw the clothes to him.
" Come in when you're dressed , Blankets & pillow in the hallway closet. Im going back to bed. " He nodded & I closed the door again. Im calm right now because I woke up in the middle of the night but I know in the morning Ill be letting hell break loose.
I plopped back into my bed & snuggled back into the covers . Before I know it I was drifting off to sleep.
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I literally sit between my bickering brothers as they argue about nonsense. Shouldn't I be the one ripping their heads off ?
Its currently 9 am , Ceon & Lucky decided to come to my house & start with Ace. I'll just wait & eat my fruity pebbles till their done.
I look up when the bickering stops. " Yes ? " I question the three boys hovering over me.
" Uh why are you on the floor ? "
" Eating cereal ? "
" Not ripping our heads off ? "
I shake my head & laugh to myself at the silly , stupid delinquents . I get up & they looked at me , confused on my sudden movements. I put my bowl in the sink before turning around to meet 3 pairs of eyes all on me.
" One , I was waiting for you to finish. Two , you're acting like a bunch of kids & three, I'm only staying calm so I wouldn't rip your heads off. Got it ? " I spit harshly. They step back in shock & I smile . " Now let's talk. Ace why don't you start ? "
He nods & clears is throat nervously. " You know why Im h- "
" Nope. "
" I came here to protec- "
" Don't care. " I pick at my nails & continued to piss him off. They thought this was going to be easy ? Wrong.
" Dad is coming so I w- "
" Okay , enough " I groan , annoyed already. " Lucky ? " They all look at each other before looking back at me. He opened his mouth to talk but I cut him off anyway.
" How bout this ? How come you three had to come here & ruin my life AGAIN ?! Why ? Explain to me how the fuck you manage to even find me ? You can't leave me alone for a few weeks ? The rest of my fucking life ?! I left my life behind that means all you crazy son of a bitches ! I don't want nothing , NOTHING AT ALL . To do with any of you ! " I screamed , my eyes watery but I tried to hold the tears off a little longer.
They had wide eyes & their jaws dropped. I was sick of everything. This family , my old life , my new life , even myself. I cant manage to do nothing without these 3 on my trail.
" Just leave me alone. Please . " I spoke softly & ran into my room. I closed the door behind me & dropped to the floor , sobbing as loud as I can. I let everything out but it still wasn't working , the pain still lured there.
" Jo let me in . " The doorknob rattled as the husky voice spoke. " No ! Leave me alone Ace . I hate all of you !! " My voice cracked . Footsteps trailed away from the door. I sat on the floor until my tears dried but they came again once I heard a scream.
BOOM
A sound of a gunshot echoed through the apartment.
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