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idiot me

i seriously messed up

good going, me

i crossed the line again

my family seriously thinks there's something wrong with me

i don't deny that

they think it's the influence of my friends

i don't even talk to most of the people they consider my friends

they think i'm getting bullied

i bully myself, if that counts

they think my schoolwork is too much for me

it's when i get into arguments and fights that i can't focus

and when i can't focus, i don't put an effort into my homework

i seriously crossed my limits

i talk back

i need to stop doing that

this was my "last warning"

both my parents said that

for real this time, they also told me

my sister keeps taunting me

trying to get a reaction out of me

my parents keep saying things that cause me to snap and react

they don't want me to react

so they say things they know i'll react to

just ugh

and cross country's over, so i won't be getting home late anymore, which means even more time with my family! funnnnnnnn!

so my laptop's taken away from me, and it's terrible. i'm on my sister's laptop whenever i'm on wattpad now. which is vvv risky, but oh whatever

i'm literally able to comprehend anything we're learning in school, which is really bad

grades close this week. my geometry grade might end up being a c-plus or a b-minus....

my life's going downhill. whoo! so much fun, like i can't even