The Shield Preferences

You Break Up | Pt. 1

Seth: Things between you and Seth hadn't been too good and as of lately he'd been going out more. He'd leave you home alone to wait up all night for him. He knew of your actions because each morning when he'd arrive home he'd find you on the couch with tear stains on your cheeks. It took only a few more nights before you finally managed to stay awake long enough to catch him sneaking in. He reeked of perfume and alcohol as he approached the living room. "Where have you been?" You asked in a monotone voice as you stared at the blank television. In your peripheral vision, you could see that his long dark hair was tangled in messy waves and his shirt ruffled and out of place. "I was out with the Joe and Jonathan. You know this," he responded before making his way towards the lounge chair in the corner of the living room. "I didn't know your friends wore Chanel," you snapped as you identified the perfume he smelled of. "What are you talking about?" He asked as if you were making something up. You tried to keep your composure as your head snapped towards his direction, "I can smell whoever you've been sleeping with! I can see the hickeys on your neck! Don't make it seem like I'm making things up!" You yelled out as he looked down at his hands. "Y/N, just calm down. I can explain everything," he whispered. You shook your head and finally allowed yourself to cry. "You cheated on me, Colby! With who?" You yelled as you ran your hands through your hair in an effort to calm down. "I'm sorry," he whispered. "With who?" You roared making him sigh, "Some random fan I met at the bar. We've been texting and I've been going over to her place after hanging out with the guys," he confessed. As his words registered in your mind, you sat back down on the couch and let out a sob. You couldn't believe he'd hurt you like this. "Get out," you mumbled. "What?" he asked before you picked up the vase on the coffee table. You threw it at the wall behind you before screaming, "Get. Out!" You fell to the floor in a mess of tears and aggression as he grabbed his keys and walked out the door.

Roman: As of lately you'd been keeping your distance from Joe. It wasn't his fault but you just couldn't bring yourself to get close to him again. You didn't think he'd noticed until he tried to wrap his arm around you and you pushed him away. Before this, you'd tried to be subtle but this time it was obvious you didn't want him touching you. In your mind your reasons made sense but you could see that he was becoming restless. "What the hell is wrong with you, Y/N? Why do you keep pushing me away?" He asked as you pulled the duvet on the bed a little higher so that it covered more of your body. You were so ashamed of what you'd been hiding and you weren't planning on telling him anytime soon. "Nothing," you responded meekly. Your response made him scoff. "I can't remember the last time we kissed. Hell, we haven't had sex since I got home three weeks ago," he snapped as he sat up so that he was sitting up against the headboard. You became anxious as you too sat up. "I just haven't been feeling up to it. I'm sorry," you lied. Joe turned his body towards you and looked you in the eye, "You're hiding something. I know you." You shook your head and whimpered at his tone. Unwanted tears fell from your eyes as you tried to come up with something to say. "Just tell me. It can't be that bad. I just want us to get back to where we were. I just want to touch you without you flinching," he told you before trying to caress your cheek. "I-I can't," you whispered before he groaned and stood up completely. "What is so bad that you can't tell me? We are in a relationship and you think it's alright to keep something that makes you flinch away from me? What the hell is it? Did you cheat on me or something?" He asked. You decided that instead of telling him the truth you'd just let him believe you'd been with someone else. "Yeah," you responded. The room became silent until the lamp on Joe's bedside table was suddenly smashed to the floor. "You slept with someone else and you had the nerve to sleep in the same bed as me?" He growled as you began to sob silently. "Who!" He yelled out before you told him it was some random guy. He sat down on his side of the bed before releasing a heartbreaking sob of his own. You knew you'd really hurt him as he began to cry. You wished you could tell him the truth but you simply couldn't. You got up and packed your things knowing that he would want you gone. "We're done," he whimpered before locking himself in the bathroom.

Dean: "I think we should take a break," Jonathan told you before you looked at him with a confused expression on your face. "What?" You asked. "I need some space. Some time to think about things," he continued. He seemed down as he couldn't look you in the eye. You'd never seen him this way and all could think of was what had caused him to want this sudden change. "Can you tell me why you need space?" You questioned further. He just sighed and shook his head. "Just don't make this difficult. I just want some space. I need personal time to think about things and it would be nice if you didn't question me," he snapped. You leaned back and threw your hands up in surrender. You'd always knew the day would come that he'd get tired of you and want to leave. "Fine," you whispered before walking out of the room completely. You didn't know of his reasons for wanting space but you didn't want to force him to tell you. You began packing your things before he walked into the bedroom with that same sad expression on his face. "I thought you would fight me for an explanation. I thought you'd cry," he said as you cleared your top drawer. "I don't want to fight anymore. What's the point? You asked me not to question you," you responded. "I told myself that if you cried the things I'd heard couldn't be true. That the woman I love would never stay with me if she didn't want to. Cory told me what you two have been talking about. I know you've been wanting to leave me for a while now," he sighed before putting his hands in his pockets. You stopped packing and looked him in the eye, "I never told Cory anything," you defend yourself. You knew that Cory had never approved of your relationship with Jonathan but this was too far. "Don't lie to me. At this point, I'm just done. Relationships are too difficult anyway. If you want to leave then just go. I'm not holding you here." You didn't know what to say. You loved him with everything in you but it seemed that he'd lost his feelings for you. You decided that fighting for something that was one-sided made no sense. "Fine. I do want you to know that I never told Cory anything about us. Not about leaving you or anything else. I've loved you through everything. I'll probably always love you. But if you're done then I'm done too," you said as you grabbed your bag and walked out the door.

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