The Shield Preferences

He Comments On Your Weight | Including The Babies| Pt. 1

Whenever I decide to include Jaxon, Joseph, and Deana in a preference, the preference will say Including The Babies (even if I decide they aren't babies anymore in that particular preference).

Seth: You were folding a pile of Jaxon's onesies while he gurgled happily in his swing. His hair was beginning to look a lot like Colby's and currently looked like a curly dark mess on top of his head. You smiled at his cute grin as he watched you fold his clothes. Colby was upstairs getting ready to go out with some of his friends after you agreed to watch Jaxon. When Colby walked down the stairs he was wearing a nice fitted suit with his hair slicked back in a neat bun. "You look so handsome," you smiled before you got up to give him a kiss goodbye. "The guys want to go to this fancy restaurant so we have to dress up," he said before wrapping his arms around your waist. You still had a small amount of baby weight to lose but Colby had always told you that he loved you no matter what. "I'll be home at 8:00 PM. I love you," He smiled before kissing your lips. He kissed Jaxon's forehead before walking out the door. Colby had been gone for a little while before your phone rang. When you saw that it was him you immediately answered only to find that he must have butt dialed you. Just when you were about to hang up his words filled your ears. "She just doesn't look the same after the baby. She's gained a lot weight and it's kind of a turn off in the bedroom," he said. You felt pain spread through your chest at the realization that he was bothered by your body. You hung up to avoid hearing anything else that would hurt you before looking over at Jaxon. He was the best thing to ever happen to you and Colby so you wanted to tell yourself that your body was just a reminder of that. However, Colby's words made you sigh and shed a few tears. As if seeing you cry made Jaxon upset he too began crying. You quickly got up and pulled him out of the swing. "Mommy's alright, baby. It's okay," you cooed. However you couldn't help the tears still falling from your eyes.

Roman: Joseph was laying on Joe's chest as you laid next to Joe. Joseph played happily with his fathers facial hair and even squealed as he yanked with all his might. "He's so aggressive," Joe winced as he tried to pull Joseph's fingers away from his beard. You smiled and tickled Joseph's sides making him let go and reach for you. You scooped him up and kissed his cheeks. "He's such a happy baby. I wonder if he'll be quiet like you," you said as you looked down at your son. His hair was definitely similar to yours and he had a full head of it thanks to Joe. You watched as his curious eyes looked back towards Joe. He was absolutely obsessed with his father. So much that he got cranky when he remembered he wasn't on Joe's chest anymore. He whined until you handed him back over. "We should make some popcorn and watch a movie," you suggested. Joe nodded but there seemed to be something on his mind. "What? You don't want to watch a movie? We can do something else," you offered. He sighed before messing with Joseph's hair, "I think we should hit up the gym soon. We haven't been in a while and it's needed," he said. You shook your head, "You look great, babe. You have some time before you need to go back." You tried to convince him that he looked amazing whether he went to the gym or not. "I'm just saying that we need to go back," he responded. You furrowed your eyebrows, "Why? We have all the time in the world now that we're both on paternity leave," You said. He sighed and seemed to be growing annoyed. "I don't mean me! I mean you! You've been cooped up inside since Joseph was born and it's really starting to show. Pretty soon you'll weigh more than you did when you were actually pregnant!" He let out making you lean back. Joseph laid his head down on Joe's chest before you decided to just let Joe cool off. "Um...I'll be back," you said before grabbing your keys. You needed to get away for a little while.

Dean: Jonathan had been keeping his distance since you'd brought the baby home. You didn't know why and you'd asked him a few times before. He'd just tell you that he was tired or wanted to relax. It hurt you but you blamed it on having to get up two or three times in the middle of the night. He was changing Deana's diaper when he suddenly admitted that you were gaining weight. He didn't even try to sugarcoat it. He simply said, "You're gaining weight, Y/N." It was times like this that you hated his honesty. You knew you were gaining weight so you didn't exactly need a reminder. "I know," you sighed. Deana kicked her legs as Jonathan put her in a fresh diaper. She was Jonathan's twin. They looked exactly alike. "I'm not saying it to hurt your feelings. I'm just saying that if you want we can work on it together," he offered. You couldn't do anything but cry. Being a mother was really hard for you. You loved Deana more that anything but you new that your appearance was slacking. "I'm sorry," you whimpered making Jonathan turn around. He picked Deana up from the changing table and made his way towards you. Instead of allowing him to speak you held your hand up and walked out of the nursery. You needed time to yourself. You knew that it was easy to slip into depression after having a baby so you really needed to get yourself together. You decided from that moment on that you could juggle fitness and motherhood. Especially because you thought Jonathan deserved someone fit. He probably wasn't attracted to you anymore. You sniffled as you renewed your gym membership. You had to look great. You were still afraid Jonathan would leave you if he found someone better. Someone more attractive. Someone like the woman you used to be.