The Shield Preferences

He Comments On Your Weight | Including The Babies | Pt. 2

There will be three parts to this preference!

Seth: When Colby got home you were sitting on the couch breast feeding Jaxon. "Hey, baby," He smiled before sitting next to you. There were small tears in your eyes as you sighed and brushed Jaxon's hair away from his eyes. "You called me on accident while you were out," you told him. He looked at you with his brows furrowed, "Okay?" You sighed again and sniffled. You were having a hard time dealing with the fact that the man you loved didn't love your body anymore. "I know that you're not attracted to me. I know I don't turn you on anymore," you said before letting out a small sob. Jaxon whined as he realized you were getting upset but you soothed him and rubbed his cheek with your finger. Colby stayed silent as he sat next to you with his hand in his now loose hair. "Please say something," you begged in a whisper. He sat back and sighed, "Y/N, I just didn't know how to tell you. I was venting. Please don't cry," he said. You shook your head and let out a sad laugh. "I knew that one day you'd change your mind. I should have known better than to fool myself but damn, Colby, I had your baby. I gained weight because I was carrying Jaxon. He hasn't even been here for a month and you're already reacting to my body not being the same. If that's how you feel then there's no point in us being in a relationship. I won't be with a man that's not attracted to me. I'm far too beautiful for this," you said as you finished feeding Jaxon. "I'm gonna put him to bed and then I'll be sleeping in the guest room until we figure this out. I don't even want to look at you right now. I thought you really loved me. I never thought you'd body shame me," you said as you cried harder. "Please, baby," he tried. You shook your head, "I'm going to bed. We'll talk about this tomorrow," you said before taking Jaxon upstairs. You needed to be alone.

Roman: You never really went anywhere. You just sat on the front porch crying. You sobbed into your hands as you thought about Joe's words. You knew that you weren't the exact weight you were before getting pregnant but you'd just had a baby. Joe was being as asshole. It wasn't easy knowing that Joe didn't like your body. He was supposed to be the one person who wouldn't judge you for something like appearance. Honestly, you were devastated. He'd always told you he'd love you no matter what and now he was telling you to hit up the gym because you were gaining weight. You felt disgusting. You felt absolutely worthless. As if you'd just lost every confident bone in your body. You considered calling someone to vent but decided to just deal with it by yourself. You got up and went back inside. As you wiped your tears you stormed upstairs to the bedroom. Joe was still laying in bed but Joseph was fast asleep instead of alert like he had been. Joe tried to sit up as he saw you but Joseph began to stir. You rolled your eyes and went to pack a bag for you and Joseph. "What are you doing?" He asked. You cursed at yourself for still getting butterflies when he spoke. "I'm leaving," you mumbled. He sighed and placed Joseph in the middle of the bed with a pillow barricade around him. "You're not going anywhere. I know what I said was messed up but it doesn't mean you have to leave. Let's talk about this, baby girl," he pleaded as he started unfolding the things you'd already put in your bag. "Stop, Joseph! I'm serious!" You said in a voice you'd never used with him. You'd even said his actual name. He backed up and balled up his fists, "You're just going to leave me? We have a son together? What is he supposed to do without you?" He asked trying to use Joseph against you. "My son is going with me. You don't get to reap the benefits of my pregnancy and leave me feeling like crap. You can go and get yourself a new girl. Maybe when you get her pregnant she'll bounce right back because clearly I'm haven't," you spat before packing Joseph's things. "Stop. Just stop, baby girl. I still love you. I just said some things I shouldn't have," he tried. You shook your head and got Joseph ready to go. Joe tried to stop you again but you yelled at him to leave you alone. "Leave me alone! You did this to yourself. Screw you for making me feel beautiful and then ripping my confidence away!" You yelled before leaving him behind.

Dean: Jonathan came to bed that night trying to explain himself but you just ignored him. You felt so small. You felt like everything you'd ever done with Jonathan was something to be ashamed of. "Please, darling. Just hear me out and you'll understand where I'm coming from," he said as he cuddled you from behind. His touch felt like fire against your pudge. You loved him to no end but trying to meet his standards was exhausting. "I wasn't saying that I don't love you. You know I love you and Deana more than anything in the world. I was just saying that I noticed you were still gaining weight even after having her. That's not exactly normal," he said. Not normal. You sniffled and pushed him off of you. He sighed, "Baby, please," he begged. You finally decided to speak up, "Leave me alone. I get it, okay? I renewed my gym membership. I'll lose the weight and then we can go back to how it was before. Just leave me alone for now," you said with your voice cracking all the way through. "Stop, Y/N. You're beautiful the way you are I'm just trying to make sure you're healthy," he said. You shook your head and cuddled further into your pillow. "Please, just leave me alone," you begged before closing your eyes. Jonathan side and gave you a chaste kiss on your neck before turning the lights out. You gave him as much space as you could. You didn't want to seem like you were hogging the bed because of how large you'd gotten. "I love you, Y/N," he whispered before turning his back to you and falling asleep. You cried silently until Deana needed your attention.