Unpredictable - l.h.

24

June 14, 2014

Maddie's P.O.V.

"Good morning..." I mumble.

"Morning, beautiful." Jai smiles and runs a hand up my back. His hand was warm against my bare back. No we didn't do anything. I was just a hot mess last night and put on a sports bra and shorts. I let him borrow a pair of Ashton's pants to sleep in. He was shirtless.

My throat hurts from crying all night. Jai lies next to me in my bed. He is rested in the corner of, his head is propped up with a few pillows and i'm lying on his stomach. "Thanks for staying last night... I'm sorry." I apologise. "Maddie, don't be sorry! It's not your fault Luke did that.. It was probably the alcohol." He tries to make things better.

"He still did it. And then he threw the whole sex thing in my face.. Ugh.." I groan. "I feel so humiliated and dirty." I say and look away from Jai.

"Maddie, never think that. He's lucky to even have held your hand!" Jai smiles. I smile back and hug him. "You're the best.." I say. Honestly, Jai was better than Luke. Jai has never done anything bad to me. He was there for me the first time something happened between Luke and I and this time.

This time Jai beat Luke up and then took me home. He went to the market at eleven at night just to get me ice cream and a movie.

Jai blushes and looks down. "Do you think he cares?" I ask and look up at him. "I think he does. He is probably a mess. Or he doesn't remember..." Jai says just as the phone rings.

Luke's P.O.V.

I groan and sit up, rubbing my head. This is a hell of a hangover.. I need a cigarette. I stand up and look at my surroundings. I'm back at mine and Michael's place. My face hurts, so does my hand..

I walk to the balcony and pull the pack of cigarettes from my pocket. Just as i'm about to light one someone clears their throat. I look over to see Michael and Calum.

"Oh hey mate." I say and light it. "Don't "Oh hey mate" us." Michael says with a rude tone.

"You really fucked up, Luke." He replies and shakes his head. "What? What do you mean?"

What the fuck are they talking about? Michael holds up his hand and points to the glass behind me. I turn and look. Once i see my face i gasp. What the fuck. My eye was swollen and my lip was busted. "What happened?" I rush. I can't even remember!

"Well last night you left Maddie wi-" I cut Michael off. "Is she okay?"

"We hope so. Let me fucking finish." He snaps. "Anyways, you kissed some blonde bimbo last night, told Maddie she was prettier than her, you said that she had thrown herself at you and that's why you had sex with her, then you said that you bet that the chick was a better fuck than Maddie... So Jai and i hit you." Michael explains as my whole world comes crashing down on me.

"Wh-What? Where is she?!" I frantically ask and put out my cigarette. "She's at her apartment. With Jai." Calum says.

"Let me go to her!" I yell and try pushing past them.

"No Luke. It's over.. You should have seen how bad she looked. Luke, you really fucked up. She's done with you. She was done once you said that she threw herself at you." Michael says with a sad face.

"So she's with Jai? Did he stay with her? Please, Cal just let me call her." I beg. "Fine." Calum hands me his phone. I thank him and find Maddie's number. After four rings she picks up. Oh my god, what am I going to s- "Hello?" Her voice says through the phone. She sounds terrible...

"Maddie? It's Luke." I say, praying she won't hang up.

"What do you want?" She sneers.

"I'm so sorry, please for-" She cuts me off. "No Luke. You hurt me. Badly... I'm sorry that you feel like I threw myself at you but.. That isn't what i was doing." She cries. I hear someone in the background comforting her. "Thanks Jai.." She whispers. My knuckles clench, "You're with him?"

"Yeah, he took me home and stayed with me. What's the problem there? It's not like i was kissing him at a party. I didn't say that i think he would be a better fuck than you." She angrily says.

"Maddie, baby-"

"Don't call me that." She snaps.

"I'm sorry... I was drunk and.. I don't know? I didn't know what i was doing!" I yell. "Luke, i just can't do this.. Last night was all i could take. You know, maybe i was just with you for the experience at love. You know, since i have never felt it before?" She suggests.

"So thank you for making me think i was loved. But... We're done..." She takes a deep breath and sniffles.

"I-I, um, Maddie.. Please.." I beg, tears rolling down my face. "Bye Luke... I hope we can be friends." Maddie mumbles and hangs up. I hand Calum his phone, rush to my room slamming the door and I fall to my knees.

"Luke, come out!" Mikey yells and bangs on the door. "Just leave god damnit!" I yell and curl up into a ball, crying. I had just lost the only thing i cared about. I hate myself. I hate myself so fucking much.

Why am i so stupid?? She didn't throw herself at me! I wanted it just as much as she did.. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!

I pull at my hair and cry until i can't breath. It seems like hours until i stand up. I need a drink... I walk into the living room, going to the liquor cabinet and I pull out two bottles of some sort of alcoholic drink. "What are you doing?" Michael asks from the kitchen. Calum must have gone home.

"Fuck off." I snap and stalk back to my room.

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(A/N: How was it???

I'm sad that they broke up... *sniffles*

What do you want to happen in the next chapter???