Unpredictable - l.h.

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Someone asked me, "How do you get your ideas for writing stories?"

Well I thought i should share my answer with you guys...

I got my idea for Unpredictable from a badass looking picture of 5sos...

i just sit and think of what people would read, what i would read, and

i take some of my own life and stick it into the stories in places...

So yeah, that's my answer... Sometimes i think i have too many stories..

And i even come up with new ideas right in the middle of writing other stories!

That's why i'm working on Unpredictable, Resfeber, The New One, Beginning of the End and Amnesia all at once!

Here's a little tip:

When writing a story, don't sit and think what should happen.. Just write what you're thinking.

The only time you should like really sit and think is if you're planning a huge scene in the story.

That's when i sit and think.

But also, when writing, write something you would love to read!

Don't ever think what you're writing is too dramatic or too sad because it's YOUR story.

Do whatever you want with it.

Kill off the main character if you want.

Just do what you want to do with it.

Don't over think anything!

I love you guys!!! xx

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July 6, 2014

Maddie's P.O.V.

"Oh Jai, this is amazing!" I smile and take in my surroundings. "You've had a bad two weeks so here is a nice dinner. I made it myself. Well my brothers helped." He laughs and sits me down. "Thank you so much." I plant a kiss on his cheek. Jai and i have gotten really close. We have had over five dates now.

I don't know if we are officially together.. But you could say we are.

"What's your most embarrassing moment of all time?" I randomly ask.

"Um.. I have a lot of those.." He laughs, "Like i threw up on a date once.. That would probably be the most embarrassing one. What about you?" He smiles.

"When we were on our road trip, Luke and I came back from a secret date and i was getting changed in the dark and Michael turned on his lamp and saw my boob." I laugh. I can feel my face getting hot from the memory. "Oh god." He laughs with me.

We sit and chat for awhile. "Want to watch a movie?" Jai asks when i set my fork down. "Sure, and that was delicious." I smile and follow him into the large living room. No one else was here except for Jai and I.

I have an idea what might happen tonight.. I don't know if i'm ready.. But i have to be. It's difficult.

He puts on Love Actually and cuddled up next to me. After about twenty minutes he leans over and kisses my lips. "I really like you, Maddie." Jai whispers against my lips.

"I-I like you too." I mumble and kiss him. He leans me on the couch and kisses me harder. I moan against his lips and wrap myself around him. I pull on his shirt and he looks down at me, "Are you sure?"

I nod my head and connect our lips again. His shirt gets pulled over his head, and his shorts down his legs. Jai then pulls off my shirt. My heart starts to race and i feel hot. "You okay?" Jai asks. "Y-yes." I say and pull off my shirt.

My vision starts to blur as Jai unclasps my bra. My shorts come off and i'm left in my underwear. Soon i am naked from the waist up. I can't breath.. Oh no. Not one now..

"Maddie? Are you okay? What's wrong?" Jai panics as i breathe heavily. I hold up my hand and take a few deep breaths. "I-I'm okay.. Just a panic attack." I breathe.

"Why do you get them?" He questions.

"I don't know. I've had them since i was a little girl.. I started getting them once my dad died. But now i get them randomly.. It takes a few minutes to an hour to calm down.. One time one was so bad i passed out and i had to be taken to the hospital." I mumble and hug him, still having issues with breathing.

"Oh Maddie.. I'm sorry." Jai says. "It's okay." I smile and hug him tighter.

"If you ever have one and you can't calm down, call me. I'll help." Jai offers.

I nod and snuggle into his chest. Ashton and Jai are now the only people beside my mother that know about them. I hate my panic attacks.

I pull my legs to my chest and sit up, rocking back in forth. "Maddie! What's wrong!?" Jai exclaims. "I-I." I stumble and gasp for air. "P-panic... Attack." I say and blink fast.

It's getting worse.. "No, no, no." I mumble and rock faster. Jai pulls at his hair. "Maddie? Maddie! Who do i call?" He asks, grabbing ahold of my bare shoulders.

"If you ever have one and you can't calm down, call me. I'll help."

"L-Luke."

"O-okay." Jai says and pulls his phone out.

"Luke! It's Jai! No, don't hang up. Maddie needs you." He rushes out. "Something about a panic attack? Yeah, we were about to- Just come to my house." Jai says and hangs up.

I can barely breath, i can't see much, i'm basically naked. Luke is going to freak out. I start to lose it. "No, no, no."

"Maddie, it's okay. He's gonna be here in a moment." Jai reassures me. The door flies open and in walks a messy looking Luke. "Maddie, i'm he-" He stops himself.

"Why is she naked?"