Suga's Sister (Book 1)

Chapter 46:

Time skip to the next morning

Still Jade's Pov:

I woke up to a very energetic Taehyung, who was sent to come get me for breakfast, since the boys had ordered us room service, as we were not allowed to go down to breakfast for their safety. After all today was the first official day of Kcon, so the hotel is going to be crawling with fans. I mean sure they were already a lot of fans here yesterday, and the day before. In fact I believe many of them had camped out here just so that they could see their favorite groups arrive, and then stayed hoping to catch a glimpse of their rehearsal. Speaking of which I had heard that the rehearsals had all gone pretty well. I told him I would join them in a minute, and he nodded and left me to get ready, as I quickly crawled out of bed and went to the bathroom. I did my business and washed up a bit, making sure to clean my hands and wash my face, and brush my teeth and all, before heading out to meet the guys for breakfast still in my Pjs, with my hair still in it's messy bun.

I greeted the boys as I entered and then immediately sat down and began devouring my breakfast, which consisted of some cereal, and half a grapefruit, as well my usual coffee, and glass of milk. As I ate
I suddenly thought back to yesterday and about what happened with Hwanhee and immediately blushed. I still cannot believe that I kissed him. I mean I don't regret by any means, I mean it was a great kiss, and Hwanhee is such a nice guy. I still cannot believe he likes me back. But what's more is that I cannot believe that I was the one that initiated the kiss and that after he confessed to liking me, I admitted to liking him too. Which is true I did like Hwanhee, in fact I guess you can say I had a little crush on him. But I have never intended to tell him about, I just thought that it would go away on its own. I mean to be honest after the whole thing ended with Dylan I had decided to give myself a break from guys for a while. I didn't want to rush right back into a relationship with anyone, to be honest. But Hwanhee was just so nice that I found myself being drawn to him anyway. I mean the way that he took care of me the night of my meltdown in the gym, and that time that he brought me that chocolate just because he knew I was on my period and he thought that it would make me feel better, which it kind of did. He was just so nice, I mean he was a real gentleman and a good friend. He would always hold the door for me, if we happened to be entering or exiting the class at the same time, and if I was chilly or something he would always offer me his jacket, and if I needed help understanding something that I had just read, or I confused my Hangeul (Korean Alphabet) letters, or mixed up certain words or phrases or even if I just struggled with my pronunciation, He would always politely correct me and show me, and then kindly show correct way. He was patient with me, and he never laughed at me or made me feel bad about holding the group back, as I struggled to understand things. But of course all the guys in my class were this way, and the guys in my home group were just great. They were all so nice and they always went out there way to help me. But there was just something about Hwanhee that really appealed to me. I am not really sure if it that he was just so funny and easy to talk to, and that we got along, because we had a lot of common interests, because to be honest all the guys in my group and I got along, and they all made me laugh, or that I was just incredibly attracted to him, because of his strong jaw and killer voice, well his attractive facial features, and strong build. But whatever the reason I found him insanely attractive, but of course all the guys in my class were insanely hot. Yet out of all of them I found Hwanhee to be one the most attractive guys in the whole class, and so naturally I was drawn to him, even though I didn't want to be, and I kind of already knew that nothing could happen because of the whole dating ban thing that most of the guys had agreed to, when signing their contract, and so even though I found him cute, I had never really intended to pursue a relationship with him, or anyone else for that matter because like I said I wanted to take a break from guys for a while. But then yesterday when Hwanhee was comforting me, I couldn't help it. He was just so nice about everything, that I just kind of got caught up in everything and sort of kissed him without thinking. But then he confessed to me, and I was just so happy that I couldn't help myself and, before I knew the words were out of my mouth and I found myself to be confessing to him too. I blushed at the memory and smiled slightly. Something that did not go unnoticed by the guys, who all seemed to share a look before staring over at me in confusion. Which makes total sense as I had completely broken down in front of them last night. I mean I was a mess, and even though I eventually did stop crying and everything, I was still very quiet and sad when we all went to bed last night, so to see me grinning like an idiot now must be very confusing to them.