I walk on through; worried on the inside.
Not wanting to tell my friend who's walking by my side.
I look different today; different cloths different hair.
So goes for all the other hundreds of people who are there.
Yet I wondered if I did it right.
Or if the way that I looked made me an odd sight.
The people I met said I looked good.
It was then that I finally understood.
I didn't have to be over eccentric.
The way I did it made it simply perfect.
I told my friend there was no one like me; and he was about to concur.
Then he pointed and that's when I she her.
Her hair was put up and switched to be black.
Her eyes were painted dark to show it was sleep that she lacked.
Lips painted pail to be that of a boy.
Yet still holding a girls ever-present coy.
Loose cloths were worn to appear frail.
Her breasts were rendered flat by a woven jail.
Standing all of an inch above five feet.
She caused my heart to skip a quick beat.
We laughed and smiled.
I thought it'd last a while.
Alas it was time ill spent.
It didn't mean what I thought it meant.
Under the mask was the real fake.
Never again will I make that mistake.
False kiss.
Truth I did miss.
Tender touch.
I thought to much.
Soft bite.
Not a light.
Sweet lips.
IQ dips.
Deep eyes.
Filled with lies.
Kiss me -kill me.
Bite me -bruise me.
Look at me -drown me.
Touch me -burn me.
Used and misled.
Human touch I now dread.
I should have known.
I should have grown a backbone.
To look at you and see the mask.
Consequently I was not up for the task.
...Bleeding I drown here.
......Broken I lie here..
............Crying drown here.....
........................Defeated I die here.........
Death comes like a blackened frost.
My lonely, scared, sorry soul is lost.
I hope your happy, now, then...
Though I lost you... you found him.
Although it was a high cost...
I'm glad he was found and I was lost...
Lost
