Lies

What's wrong with me

Ouma's POV:

I opened the door to see Saihara-Chan. I would have never ever said my next words, if I could have prevented it. "Hello Saihara-Chan, you look amazing today!" I exclaimed with joy. As soon as those words escaped my mouth I threw my hands over my mouth. 'Fuck, why Saihara-Chan?' I scared to myself.

"W w what? Are you ok Ouma-kun?" My beloved asked most likely expecting a fight.

Instead he got an answer, "n no." I answered him meekly. I suddenly felt like I was going to cry.

"R-really? I wasn't expecting a straight answer." Saihara was obviously nervous.

"You speak as though I can only tell lies." For some reason tears started to build in my eyes. Real tears.

"Hey, Ouma-kun don't cry. What's wrong?" He tried to console me.

"More like what isn't. For starters: we're trapped inside a killing game, every one hates me, everyone wants me dead, I know that the world would be so much better without me, the person I love hates me the most, my entire organization and family might be dead, and I'm too weak to kill myself." As I lost everything the tears started pouring down my face. Suddenly I was pulled into a tight hug.

"I don't hate you. I don't want to kill you. I don't think the place would be better if you were dead. I'm sure the person you love doesn't hate you either. Finally, you're strong enough to live instead of die. Saihara-Chan countered my arguments.

"That's just like my beloved Saihara-Chan always helping people." I continued to cry into Saihara's chest.

"O-Ouma-kun, how do you know your organization is in trouble?" He questioned me.

"Do you want me to show you?" Saihara nodded his head in agreement. "Ok, if I show you this you have to promise me you'll be part of my organization.

"Do I have to?" Saihara-Chan said with a sigh.

"Of course you do, beloved." He was thinking of the write decision.

"Ok, I'll become part of your organization." Saihara smiled slightly at me. I went to go grab my Kubs Pad.

"I was given my own video." I played the video for Saihara-Chan. "It hurts me so much that I could kill somebody to escape!" I started to yell and then clasped my hands over my mouth.

"I-I really thought you were different then how they portrayed you but I guess I was wrong." Saihara's voice was filled to the brim with fear as he ran to get out of my room.

"Saihara-Chan wait!" I screamed to him trying to grab ahold of my beloved. I was to late he escaped. I lost my chance a long time ago. I can no longer be close to any of them.

I hoped you enjoyed this segment.