Crashing Into My Life

Chapter 19

Rocky's POV

I was so happy when Jay said she would give me a second chance.  All I know is that there is no way I can blow it this time, I dont know if she would take me back again.  I decided that I wanted to take her out tonight so I left her to get ready while I went home to get ready myself.  I couldnt help but think that Ross might still have a thing for her and I know we worked everything out but part of me thinks he is hiding something from me.  I pushed the thought aside as I got ready for my date with Jay.  After a half hour she texted me telling me she was ready so I walked next door to get her then we hoped in my car and headed down to the beach.  I knew she loved it here and so did I.  I mean it was the place I asked her to be my girlfriend after all and that was one of the happiest days of my life.  After a few minutes we pulled into the parking lot and taking off our shoes we walked to the sand and started walking.

After a few minutes of silence I took her hand with mine and intertwined our fingers together.  She laid her head on my shoulder and wrapped her other hand around my bicep.  I loved how no matter where she touched me I would automatically feel all warm because of her touch.  I cant help but think she is the one for me, but I have a feeling that there is a certain blonde brother of mine who thinks the same thing.  I hate that I have these thoughts of Ross when I am out with Jay but its terrifying that I may loose the girl I think I am in love with to my younger brother.  I know she doesnt have feelings for him right now, at least I think she doesnt but that doesnt mean that once Ross turns on the charm she wont fall for him, I mean its happened before and I would hate for it to happen again.  Jay is such an amazing girl, I mean she is my princess and I would do anything for her but I think the moment she chooses Ross will be the death of me and my relationship with her.  I need to think of a way to show Ross that she is mine and that he needs to keep his hands off.  Maybe get her something, maybe Rydel wil have an idea I will have to talk to her after about it, maybe I could ask her if Jay has ever mentioned having feelings for Ross too.  I mean maybe she told Rydel how she feels about him that might make me feel better hearing it from someone else. 

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