Her story

When he Isn't Himself

it has been hours since someone talked to me until now when a bigger hand grabbed mine."Amara." 'Jace' "he left Mare" 'Jace.'" "he left." 'i know' "I don't know when he's coming back." 'oh jace' I knew he was crying, I felt it."he left you a note for when you wake up." it was almost like he forgot how to speak. "don't worry." 'too late' "when you wake up we'll go looking for him." 'what? No! go looking for him now.'

Third person POV

I has been two weeks since the incident in Beacon Hills Amara spent about a week after she woke up training and getting back into shape so she could go look for her best friend who confessed his love and walked away from her. Izzy didn't talk to her anymore, she blames Amara for her brother leaving....

She found him about two week after and he almost killed her..

Flashback

it was dark and raining-she was never lucky on nights like these-a cold wind blew through the window in the smaller apartment in Chicago. He was sitting in the dark "What are you doing here?" His voice was cold and empty-something Amara wasn't used to "You shouldn't be here, Amara." 

"neither should you." she said softly. he did that silent laugh thing that she used to love but now he was mocking her with it. He wasn't himself. "So what brought you to the Windy City." she tried to make small talk.

"I'm pretty sure you're not here to make small talk." he stood up. "what do you want?"

"You." Amara knew it sounded wrong. "I want you to come home." 

he laughed again, sending chills down her spine. "Now why would i do that?"

"they miss you," she spoke "I miss you."

"I don't want to come home, don't you get that?" his cold voice, scared her, seeing that she was never on the other end of his cold demeanor.

"why are you acting like this? What happened to you?" 

"you really want to know what happened to me?" he stopped talking.

"yes, I really do." 

"okay you know what happened, you did. You disappeared ON my wedding day, leaving me to do that alone. And I hate you for it." Alec said "you were always the more important person in everyone's life, Jace, Izzy, hell even my parents. No one cared about me, when we were younger, now." 

"I cared." she spoke quietly. he shook his head.

"no you didn't, you never did."  he scoffed.

"how could you say that?" she cried. "I was the one you was ALWAYS there for you over everyone, I cared when your mom yelled at you when you broke that kids nose when we were training or when you needed convincing that Jace would forever be your Parabatai even when it was e who was supposed to be your Parabatai, I was there listening to your rant about how much you loved Allison, I was there when no one wasn't."

"I didn't ask you to be." 

"no you didn't but I am your best friend." She snapped back at him. he stepped closer to her.

"You aren't my best friend, You're  the one person who blew up my life and ripped me apart piece by piece." he pushed her against the leave beside the door "LEAVE."

"no"

"Amara leave."

"No."  he hit the wall right beside of her head. his hot breath blew in my face. 

"I'm not leaving." she spoke pushing him off of her and she walked back from the wall. "Can you just be man enough to go back to your family?" she knew he was getting angry, she knew she said the wrong thing but he just couldn't stop. "or maybe you would rather rot in this dump alone. Maybe you find someone as cowardly as you are." she kept going for the longest time until  a fist came flying towards her face, being he the girl with the quickest reflexes he w.as able to lean back having his fist miss her head. "Really, if that's how you want to play it then let do this then." Alec wasn't the best in fist-to-fist combat but the two best friends fought losing all hope that they'd ever be best friends again.

"Guys Stop." his voice distracted her, making her look to his voice, Max. she didn't realize that Alec pulled out his seraph blade... she hit the ground blood coming from her wound and her mouth and Alec walked away leaving his younger brother to help with his best friend, well I guess not anymore.

END OF FLASHBACK