Chapter 45

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Harry’s POV

 

“Hello?” her beautiful voice asked through the phone. “Hey babe, its Harry” I say “Sorry, Harry who?” She asks “umm, Harry Styles?” I say a little worried “Im sorry I think you have the wrong number, I don’t know a Harry Styles” I hear her say and I can tell she is joking by the cheekiness in her voice and the fact she giggles at the end.

I love when she is in these flirtatious moods, its driving me crazy that she isn’t with me right now.

“Guess what” she says “What” I reply “I said guess” She whines and I laugh and she giggles again “Okay, umm your silly?” I make a guess “Close, but no, My passport came so im getting the next plane to London, and that happens to be in like 30 minutes” She says and I cant wipe the smile off my face. “That’s great!” I say

“I’m just waiting at the airport now, How is Sky are Lauren? Im guessing Skylar’s in Acoma now?” She says “Actually, that’s what I wanted to talk to you about” I say “What happened?” she said worried

“Skylar woke up” I say and she gasps “She woke up?” she says “Yeah, Allana, it’s because of you. I know you said something to her, and she heard you, you’re the reason, the only reason” I say in a serious tone. “Harry I-“ she says “It was you Allana” I stop her, I don’t need an explanation from her because I know its true and I know she will go on about how its impossible for her to do that and I will spend hours trying to tell her that she is more then she gives her self credit for.

“I cant wait to see her” she says just letting it go thankfully “I cant wait to see you either, I’ve missed you” She adds and my hearts flutters “I’ve missed you too, so freaking much” my heart aches.

There is a small silence on the line but its nice, “How is Lauren?” She asks me “She has had an eptopic pregnancy” I say and I hear her gulp “Oh my gosh, My best friends mum had the same” she says and I can hear her trying to hold in the tears.

“I have to go, my flight is boarding” she says, her voice is sad and deflated again, it kills me that she can go from so happy to sad so quickly, none of us deserve this, especially not Lauren and Skylar, or even Zayn in this case I know secretly he was ready for what ever was going to come out for this, he was ready to be a dad, a loyal boyfriend he was ready.

“Okay, have a safe flight, see you soon” I say back “Thank you” She says “Oh and Allana?” I say quickly before she hangs up “Yeah?” She asks “I love you too” I say as a reply to the other day when she said those three words thinking I couldn’t hear, before she could answer I hang up the phone.

Zayn’s POV

“How are you feeling?” I ask Lauren, She is now back in her hospital bed, today she has had really bad stomach pains, I feel her pain, she has to go through so much, she has to stay in the hospital until she goes 3 days without a high blood pressure and every time she does the 3 days starts again.

“Yeah, the pain killers are starting to kick in, im feeling a little better” She replies, I know she is still on edge with me after everything that happened but I don’t care at the moment I am not leaving her side.

“Lauren, im sorry, and I know that you have heard that word fall from my mouth endless times in the past week but I hate this, I don’t know where we stand, we are somewhere in the middle and I hate it, Lauren I know what I did was such a dick move and I will never forgive myself for it and I don’t expect you to either but I want and need you to know that it was a mistake, I love you more than anything in the world” I pause because I really don’t want to cry and I am on the verge of a break down but I need to get all I need to say out before I let the tears fall.

“You are my everything Lauren, I don’t want you to forgive me but I do want to start fresh or have some sort of resolution to us, I don’t want us to end because you are the best thing that has ever happened to me, you are my best friend and my first love and I really want you to be my last, I know that can sound really scary and to be honest it scares the hell out of me but im willing to try, I was ready for all of this”

I motion to her stomach meaning the baby. “I didn’t know what to expect but I was ready, and just because it didn’t go like the usual pregnancy we are in this together, through the ups and downs I am here no matter what. We will meet our beautiful baby and hold it in our arms, at least once, I love you and the little one in there”

I rub her stomach that’s has a little baby bump and she giggles. “Im serious, I mean everything im saying, I lov-“ I say but she interrupts me “Shut up and kiss me” she says and I say nothing and I do as im told.

Lauren’s POV

 

I don’t know if I am doing the right thing here with Zayn but at the moment I don’t care, I know that I do mean a lot to him and even if I don’t admit it but we all know he means a lot to me, I know he is willing to do anything and he is genuinely sorry for his bad choices, I don’t think im ready to forgive him but I have decided now is not the time to hold grudges.

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Harry told us that Allana is on her way and that lifted everyone s mood,  that’s something that Allana never fails to do, she is such a loving person, everyone loves her and she loves everyone.


I cant wait to see her, it feels like forever since I have seen her but it sucks because of the circumstances, I know that she has never been to the UK so I need to make sure the others take her site seeing and she enjoys herself instead of her being cooped up in the hospital the whole week she is here.

Wow, the boys have to leave in a week, I hope we are all okay by then, they boys go back on tour and back to Australia, ill probably be stuck here in London, but I guess a lot can happen in a week, I need to stay positive.

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Okay so i need to say sorry for not updating for ages but i can promise you i have been going through alot and i have also had to sort things out for college ahh thats a scary thought! ill be updating again this week most likely sunday so thats good, ALSO i made an Instagram account for for my Wattoad so ill be updating alot of of news and updates and i can promise you that really exciting things will be happening really soon so stay tuned, im really excited! and good news is that ive extended the book so its not going to finish soon, ive planned an extra 15 Chapters but i cant tell you how long i have left of this book yet all i can say is things are going to get exciting thanks to Wattpad so go and follow my personal Twitter and the new Instagram account! 

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