7 - YOU
Actually, Channie was a really nice guy.
Two weeks had passed since you and him first went out together, to that cafe. Since then he texted you every day and persuaded you to go out eat with him five times already.
He was actually really charming, had a nice taste in music and even produced himself, liked animals and looked really good.
Still, you didn't want a relationship. Not only because you were afraid of him not being accepting of you liking a Youtuber as much as you did. You were just afraid of really falling in love and then being heartbroken when being dumped. After all, most guys weren't serious about dating at that age, right?
And at the end of the day, you liked Channie, but you weren't exactly all over him. Dating him would mean that you'd date someone you'd not even really love. Part of you really wanted to like him but something like that can't be forced. Maybe with time you'd start to really fall for him but he probably wouldn't wait until something like that would happen.
But you also didn't want to dump him. Even though it was kind of obvious that he liked you, he didn't make any move so you couldn't tell him to stop because he was just being nice to you. Also you liked hanging out with him and didn't want to destroy a potential friendship.
felixsqueen: feeeeee
felixsqueen: feeeeeeee
felixsqueen: I need helpppp
king-of-dabbing: yes what's wrong?
felixsqueen: so remember when I told you about that guy?
king-of-dabbing: the one who likes you?
felixsqueen: yes
king-of-dabbing: spill the tea honey ;)))
felixsqueen: okay so he took me out for dinner twice the last two weeks and we went to a cafe together like 4 times I think
felixsqueen: he's actually really nice and charming and he looks good
king-of-dabbing: your husband approves
felixsqueen: haha
felixsqueen: no the thing is that I can't find myself really loving him
felixsqueen: I'd like to like him because he's very nice you know...
felixsqueen: but I think if I'm dating someone I should be really really into them and get butterflies and stuff
king-of-dabbing: hm
king-of-dabbing: well something like that can't be forced
king-of-dabbing: but like you could try and get to know him better. maybe you'll start liking him
felixsqueen: yes I know. It's just that I feel like he puts so much effort into this and I feel like using him. He should know that we probably will not end up dating
felixsqueen: well idk about that yet but right now I don't have any romantic feelings for him
king-of-dabbing: that's only because your husband owns your heart ;PP
felixsqueen: noooo felix owns my heart.
king-of-dabbing: ...........
king-of-dabbing: you don't even know him tho
king-of-dabbing: he could be a complete asshole
felixsqueen: princess I started liking him years ago I know that he isn't an asshole
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