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18 - THEM

18 - THEM

He had fucked up.

He went there and now there was no going back.

His friends gave him a sympathetic look, but he knew they would never fully understand how he felt right now. 

"Man, you okay?"
Changbin asked and he looked at him. He actually felt like crying. 

"I ruined it!"
he wispered and Changbin quickly went to hug him. Jisung quickly followed. Their hug helped but it didn't change the fact that he had indeed ruined everything.

"Nothing is ruined yet! Don't worry you'll find a way!"
Jisung talked to you slowly which was untypical for him and you knew he was being serious.

"No..."
he looked away from his friends, ashamed. He should have listened to his friends when they told him it was a bad idea from the beginning. Now he was stuck in this situation that seemed like a dead end without a way to go back.

"She loves you. She'll understand. Look, she was only afraid of you being an old creep. When the time is right, just explain everything to her... explain it to her and don't lie about a single thing. She will forgive you and understand."
Changbin took his hand which made him look at him.

"But she already cried just dreaming of it... what will I do?"

"Of course she'll be hurt, what did you think? You are that one pushing the knife deeper and deeper and in the end you'll have to take care of the wound. As long as no other guy will comfort her, like that Chan or whatever his name is, she'll get over it..."
Jisung told him.

"Also, in the end she'll be beyond happy. She already loves you to death, we all know that. Everyone who has eyes knows that. And because she loves you she won't leave you."

Changbin added. 

He bit his lip, a habit he had whenever he felt nervous or anxious. 

"At the end of the day, you can't go back now... so make the best out of it okay?"
Changbin stood up and went to pay.

The three had been to a cafe when it happened and Changbin, being the eldest of the group, felt like it was his responsibility to pay and no one was complaining.

Still sad, shook and frustrated he left the cafe with his two best friends and proceeded working with them. He hoped no one would notice how he felt inside. 

Because on the  inside he felt like shit.

After finishing work he went to his place with Changbin and Jisung. His dog welcomed him warmly and snuggling into the fluff of his furr was kind of comforting his aching heart.

Even though he had always had this fear or losing people he had never felt feelings like that for a girl.

It was a new experience and a very scary one. But also a beautiful one. 

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hmm what could all of that mean?

who is king-of-dabbing?

why is he lying about his true identity? 

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