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29 - YOU

29 - YOU

"I missed you so much."

For what felt like hours he held onto you tightly. You were too shocked to say anything so you just stayed still, not moving. The man you loved was hugging you, why would you not let him?

Then Felix moved away, searching for your eyes. You escaped his because you were too shy to look at him in the eyes.

His large hand took yours and he pulled you to the bench, sitting down. Shaking, you sat next to him, his puppy happily sniffing your trousers. It was too cute.

Felix was still holding your hand. Shyly, you looked at your intertwined fingers. His hand was warm, soft. You blushed.

"Fe-Felix what are you doing?"
you whispered when he moved a little closer to you. Your legs were now touching and your heart was pounding.

"I just wanted to apologize."
his voice was even deeper than usually and you looked at him.

He took the chance to cup your face like he did at the fanmeeting and forced you to keep looking at him through that. When he realized that you didn't understand what he meant he chuckled a little.

"You are so dense y/n. So cute."
his thumb moved across your cheek, caressing it and you, again, were speechless.

"Didn't I tell you I'd give you a ring when we'd meet?"
he looked at your hand, at the ring, smiling.

"W-what?"

Even though it made sense, and often you had had those thoughts, you still didn't want to believe that he had been the person you had fallen for. Twice.

"Four month ago I made an account on Instagram. I called myself king-of-dabbing. I texted you. Fell in love with you."

"Y-you're lying."

"I'm not."

"Why would you catfish anyone?"

"To be honest at first I just wanted to find out what my fans like, out of fear of losing subscribers I wanted to find out what they want to see. It was selfish. Also I wanted people to get to know me as the person I am, not Felix as the Youtuber. But to be honest, meeting you, I couldn't keep that lie up. Because I just wanted to meet you, see you, again and again."

he looked at you pleadingly.

"That day in the mall. I didn't come to buy dog food. I knew you'd be there and went into like every store until I found you. That's how bad I wanted to see you."

He let go of your face and pulled his phone out of his pocket. Then he unlocked it and showed you his wallpaper. You gulped. It was the selfie he took with you.

Then he opened Instagram, showed you his profile.

It was king-of-dabbings profile.

"Did you really never think that it was me?"
he asked when you didn't say anything.

"I... I did. Sometimes. When you behaved weirdly. But... but I didn't want to get my hopes up for nothing. I... I thought it... that it couldn't be true...-"

"I'm sorry for lying. I really am. Please forgive me. I should have told you earlier."

Seeing how Felix had tears in his eyes you started crying. 

When the first tear rolled down your cheeks he looked at you, worrying what he did wrong.

"Are you okay? Why are you crying?"
he took your hand again.