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28 - YOU

28 - YOU

The last week had been horrible. Felix didn't upload as frequently as he usually did because he wasn't feeling too well and Channie was supposedly busy and didn't call you too often.

It wasn't like it was not okay that Channie was busy. He was in his final year and had to prepare a lot for what was coming up: graduation. Still, his phone calls always made you feel a lot better. Channie had his way of comforting people and cheering them up and you were very thankful for that.

Today you were going to meet him and after staying home for one week and a couple of days you were a little exited to go out again. Of course you were also looking forward to his 'surprise' whatever he might had planned.

While showering you found yourself humming a song by EXO. What had Fe done to you when he made you check out Vixx? It was like an endless circle, that whole Kpop thing. All you wanted was to check out one group but now you had like what... songs of ten different groups on your phone? For someone that was new to the scene that was a lot!

There were just too many groups and all of them had those great songs with bomb choreographies and lovely, funny members, how were Kpop fans even surviving this constant attack of perfection?

Chuckling you put on clothes and did your hair. Thinking of Fe, you only did some natural makeup, he liked it, you liked him, so you went with the look he liked best. It wasn't like you were meeting him anytime soon but when you're in love with someone you do things that don't seem reasonable. At least to other people.

Waiting for Chan to arrive you sat on your bed. There had been a new group recommended to you by Youtube and you really wanted to check them out, because they looked cute. Their name was Wanna One and they had just debuted. You actually liked their concept and looking at their stunning visuals you thought that, out of all group members you'd had seen so far, the one named Seongwoo might be your favourite. He just looked like such a fun person. Looking at him lifted your mood right away. 

Suddenly you stopped watching the music video. You could not get addicted. Already showing signs of addiction you forced yourself to stop, putting your phone away. One addiction, being Felix, was already enough.

When Channie ringed the doorbell your mother actually went to open the door and greeted him friendly. You always felt like she wanted him to be your boyfriend, since she treated him so nicely and was actually a little sad when you told her you didn't like him that way. 

"So where will you be going today?"
your mom smiled at him and he smiled back at her, being polite.

"I was going to bring her to my house to get my dog and take a walk with it together. If that's okay."
every word he said your mom seemed to pleased. How was Chan like that, making people around him fall for him within seconds? He sure had charisma. You grinned a bit, thinking that he'd do well in the entertainment industry. 

Like the gentleman he was, he guided you to his car. But he didn't drive to his house. Actually, he drove in the opposite direction which confused you.

"Where are we going?"
you asked him and he only smiled, concentrating on driving. 

"I'm not telling you. It's a surprise."

"Ah so mean..."
you fake cried and he laughed at you.

"So you're feeling better already?"

The last week you had kind of suppressed your sadness, watching Youtube all day and waiting for Channies calls. But thinking about how you actually felt you got sad again. Because that's what you were feeling. Sadness.