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13 - YOU

13 - YOU

king-of-dabbing: make me ;)

For a second you froze as your heartbeat doubled, you blushed and that familiar weird feeling in your stomach came back. Those two little words and you were shaking.

How did Fe have such an impact on you? How was that possible? You didn't even know him in person, why were you like that?

Would it be okay to send something flirty back? Would it be weird? He was joking, right? 

felixsqueen: well how do I do that? ;D

After pressing send you regretted everything. What if he was turned off by that? What if he felt uncomfortable?

He didn't read it, didn't reply. That weird feeling in your stomach stayed and you bit your lip until you tasted blood. 

If he would think that your text was weird, he wouldn't want to be friends with you anymore, right? He'd leave you, leave a hole in your heart. You'd lose him as a friend. 

To calm down you started rewatching Felixs newest vlog where he went outside with his little dog. You loved his dog much because he looked so fluffy and cute.

As always, he'd just walk around Sydney, talk a lot and play with his dog. He would go to places you recognized and if you didn't, you'd memorize the place and make sure to check it out as well because he only went to nice places.

In this video he looked a lot happier than in the other ones but something seemed to bother him, even though you couldn't figure out what. 

"Actually guys, how do I make a girl like me?"

You laughed because why was he asking that? He was a full package, everyone would instantly fall for him, why would he say that?

"Or better, how do I know that someone likes me? I'm just always getting so confused and woah girls are so hard to read. Especially over text."

Your heart dropped a bit, even though you were happy for him. He liked a girl? She was probably really pretty and funny then. She was the luckiest girl on earth in your opinion.

When the video finished, Fe still hadn't replied. Was he mad? 

You scrolled down, left a nice comment and looked at the other comments. Most of the other fans had commented on the question he asked. 

Half of them were giving him advice while the other half was making theories about whom he could like and why he would ask. Also some people seemed disappointed because what he said 'ruined their ship'. 

Because he covered a Kpop song and talked a bit about Idols but also because in some vlogs he showed off how close he was with his friends, a few people assumed he was gay.

The thing was that you didn't like people assuming his sexuality. You did not do it. No one of his fans knew him personally. 

Even if he asked about girls specifically didn't mean he was straight. People were still trying to put other people in a box, even though sexuality was a spectrum and most importantly a private matter.

If Felix was gay that wouldn't change your love for his content. It wasn't like you would ever get the chance to meet him after all. Why were people so immature and even arguing over sexualities of people. 

Why did it matter? He was Felix, a wonderful guy with wonderful content and incredible talent for basically everything, his sexuality was the thing that mattered the least.