Safaree ;
I stood in the tall mirror as Pookie and J helped me place on my crisp white suit jacket .
This is it , the day I make Amora Johnson mine . I don't know what it is but I just wanna pass out .
"Damn its hot !" , I say as Taniesha wiped the sweat from forehead .
"I see . But your just nervous ."
I nooded in agreement looking in the mirror one more time . I fixed my purple bow tie as J fixed my white slacks .
"You lookin' like the head nigga in charge with this suit Fengali ." , Pook said as I chuckled giving him dap .
Amora only wanted the finest so I had Taniesha pick me out an all white McQueen suit with the Gucci shoes and fat gold Rolex sitting on my wrist .
"Dead at this being damn near the first time I've see this nigga without a cap ."
I shook my head smiling as they laughed .
"Sad to say but Im nervous . . . What if we get up here in front of all these folks and I get my black ass regected ?" , I panicked .
"Look man , you know that girl feeling you if she stayed with you this long ." , Pookie chuckled as I nodded . "As long as you stay away fron these hoes and dick her down real good , you gucci man !"
Taniesha shook her head as she made her way to me .
"Don't listen to the hoe in the room . . . Look , just stop thinking . Your about to get married Llyod , to a beautiful , smart , girl who Im positive loves you more than anything . No need for all that ."
I took a deep breath then exhaling as I nodded and began to pace back and forth in the little dressing room .
"This is it Safaree ..."
Amora ;
I looked in the mirror starring at my little tummy that was round but out there in a way .
This is so wrong . I just wanna run away with my baby and never come back but I've gotten this far in my lies that I have to go even farther if that actually makes any since . God knows I love both Safaree and Lamar but once I got just some time to think , I've come to conclusion that this baby is now my number one priority because in the end , it's all I'll have .
Lowkey think this whole lie I call my life will eventually cause me to go fucking crazy !
If I could , I would take back all of this ! Safaree nor his family and friends deserve this . I wanna make it all go away .
I held my arms up as Kay and my mom slid the pure white with purple rhinestones dress over my growing hips and tiny baby bump .
"Mija you look beautiful ." , my mommy said starring at me with a tear in her eye .
Hell no , last thing I need right now is to see tears . Ugh
"Stop crying mommy , happy day remember ?"
She smiled quickly wiping it away while nodding .
"Awwww , well look at my little fucker growing up on me !" , Julia shouted as her and Nicki walked in .
I giggled till I noticed Nic starring me down with the worlds most meanest mug on her beat to perfection face .
"Julia , what I tell you about that !" , My mom shouted cussing up a storm .
