Strength || KNJ ✔️

Chapter 32

Haneul's P.O.V

I cried like crazy. My eyes are swollen. The scene replayed in my mind for so many times. I've been crying at night, alone for days. I've yet meet Namjoon ever since then. Because he's busy with recordings. While i stayed at home.

Siho have been calling me everyday. To check on how i am. I know I'm stupid for keeping these feelings to myself. But I can't help it. It's gonna end up like Sion's. I don't want that. I'm sure Namjoon never ever like me. I'm hurting myself, i know. But i have to live this way.

Today, still the same. No work. I feel like I'm sick. Because my voice is different, running nose, and at times, headaches. My phone rings. I sighed seeing his name. "Hello?" - i answered.

"What happen to your voice?" - he asked.

"Nothing much. A little sick." - i said.

"You didn't go to the doctor, right?" - Namjoon asked.

"I hate it." - i said.

"I know. That's why I'm here, in front of your house." - he said.

"What?" - i asked. I heard my door bell ringed. I put my phone away, going to the front door. I open it. A smile formed on his lips.

"Hi~" - he said happily and waved. My heart melted and just, soft.

"Hi." - i said with a smile and sniffed. I let him in. I close the door, and i felt a sudden pull.

"I hope my hug makes you warm." - he said, putting his chin on my shoulder. He hugged me tightly. His hug makes me so warm. I hugged him back. I've not seen him ever since that night. And i miss him. It's weird to say it. So i just kept it myself.

"I missed you." - he said softly. I felt goosebumps all over.

"Me too." - i said. He broke the hug, and place the back of his hand on my forehead. He let out a sigh.

"Have you eaten?" - he asked. I shook my head.

"You're like a baby, aren't you?" - he asked with a laugh. I just smiled.

"Come here. I bought you chicken porridge." - he said. I nodded. We sit in the living room. He open the lid of the plastic bowl. And grabbed the plastic spoon.

"Ah." - he said, taking a spoonful of the porridge and turned to me.

"Ah no. I'll eat it by myself." - i said, wanting to grab the spoon.

"No. I don't trust you on this one. Quick." - he said. I let out an annoyed groan.

"Quick~ our baby, say ahh~" - he said with a smile, treating me like a baby. I frowned.

"I am not gonna eat if you do that." - i said.

"Aiguu~ quick~." - he said in the same tone. I open my mouth as he feeds me. He continuously feed me, carefully. Hais, you're so caring for me. Too bad we're just best friends.

Once I'm done eating, he threw the plastic bowl away. He sit next to me as the both of us watch tv. My throat feels a little better. Because of the warm chicken porridge.

"What have you been up to?" - he asked.

"Nothing. Rotting at home." - i said.

"I see. Can i ask? You went home early when I proposed. Why?" - he asked. I'm hating the topic already.

"Just. I saw everything, isn't that what matters?" - i said.

"Okay. Thanks by the way." - he said. I gave a short nod.

"When's your wedding?" - i asked.

"2 more months." - he said.

"I see. Congratulations." - i said, giving a small smile. He smile too.

"And you're required to come. And must. You're the most important person there." - he said. More like warned.

"Why am i the most important person?" - i asked.

"You specially are." - he said. I just gave a nod. Even though I don't really understand what he meant. Let's just be a good best friend and attend his wedding okay.

Dinner...

Namjoon ordered food. And it has also arrive. We sit around the coffee table, with lots of food. As if he knows that I didn't eat much the past few days. We eat together, while watching tv. Tomorrow is work day. I hope it won't be bad. I mean I'm still sick.

Hais. 2 more months. 2 months can come very fast. Am i ready to face this? I don't even know. How will i even react to the wedding? I hope I'm ready to face it.

After hours of talking with Namjoon, he finally leaves. I lay on my bed and sighed. I'm already hurt, knowing he's getting married. I'm gonna get more hurt on his wedding day. But i have to hide them. I have to act cheerful on his wedding. Even if i am not. I sighed for the nth time.

Jungkook is married. Yoongi oppa is married. Jimin just got married, like a year ago. Hoseok, got married around this year. And now, it's Namjoon's turn. I have nothing to say but just pray for all of their happiness, especially Namjoon's. Even if it hurts badly. I spaced out, staring at the ceiling.

The next morning...

I got in BigHit's building, greeting Sohyun unnie. I went to the second floor, joining the other bodyguard oppas. As always, these oppas are noisy 24/7. "Ya, you've not been hanging out with us for so long." - Woojin oppa said.

"I hate you guys. Thats why." - i joked.

"Ouch." - they said. I laughed.

"Kidding! I just want to spend time a lot more alone. That's all. Why? You guys missed me?" - i asked, wiggling my eyebrows. They laughed.

"Duh!" - Junda oppa said as he headlock me, playfully. We all joked around. It's been a long time since i spend time with these annoying oppas. I left, wanting to take a drink. I grab a bottle of mineral water, from a table. I open to cap, and drink it.

"How'd she react?" - i heard someone asked. I look around. No one. I continued walking, to find where it's coming from.

"Ah really? Not much. Ah~ i almost got caught." - that person said. I finally found where i came from. From a room, and i saw Namjoon, sitting on a sofa. On the phone with someone, while looking forward. I quietly listen to his conversation.

"Sorry. I just couldn't control myself. I just want 2 months to come fast." - he said to the caller. I let out a silent sigh. I continue walking, joining the oppas, trying to forget what i heard.

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Heyyy~! How are y'all doing? Here's the update for today! I hope you like it! This fanfic is ending in 3-4 more chapters, exclude the sequel. I'm so happy that's it's ending soon but at the same time I'm sad too. But let's focus on what's going to happen okay!

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28/2/18, 28th February 2018

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