Haneul's P.O.V
Tuesday...
Tomorrow is their wedding day. I've been sighing a lot. Because i know I can't do anything about it. Anyways, it's 8 am, and I'm getting ready to go out. Nope, not to meet Siena or Hoonji. I put on black jeans, a plain white tshirt and red converse high.
I let my hair go, because it's a little wet. Putting my hair splitting my hair into half, and bring them to the front. Put on my bucket hat then leaving my apartment. I went to the ground floor, and hailed a taxi. Telling the ahjussi where I'm heading.
Once I've arrive, i pay the ahjussi and head out of his taxi. I look around. It's quiet. Of course it is. It's a graveyard, of course it's quiet. I laughed silently to my silliness. I walk towards where Appa and Eomma was. I smile once seeing them. As if they're really there.
"Annyeong eomma, appa." - i said with a smile as i place a mat on the ground, and sit down.
"Your daughter is here~" - i said with a smile.
"Eomma, appa, Namjoon is getting married tomorrow." - i said.
"Is it weird if i say I don't want him to get married?" - i asked.
"It is. I know. It's his time to get married. Hais." - i said again.
"I guess it's time to move on also. It's gonna be difficult. Because i love Namjoon so much." - i said and sighed. I continued talking to my parents, as if they're there to answer everything.
I end up crying silently, because it's just tomorrow. It hurts so much. No words can describe it. I hope nothing will change once he's married. I hope he won't forget me. If he does, I'm gonna be disappointed. And i have no choice but leave him. I bet Siena doesn't like it if I'm still so close with Namjoon once they're married.
I wipe my tears and sighed. "Eomma, appa, please give me strength tomorrow." - i said. Minutes later, i decided to leave. I bid goodbye to my parents and walk back home.
I spend almost 2 hours there. While walking home, i head to a McDonald's to buy breakfast. Bringing the food, i head back home.
Once arriving at my floor, i walk towards my house door. I search for my keys in my pocket. Once i got it, i grab it and look up. "What are you doing here?" - i asked with a frown.
"To see you and apologise." - Namjoon said. I rolled my eyes. I unlock my house door and walk in. Placing my breakfast on the coffee table, i look up.
"Should i be nice and let you in? Or should i be evil and tell you to leave?" - i asked. He's still outside. But from where I'm standing, i can see him.
"Your choice. I made a mistake." - he said. I hummed.
"Then stay there." - i said. He nodded and just stayed where he was. I'm not evil okay. Chill.
"Come here." - i said. He look up and let out a small smile. He walk in, closing my house door and sit next to me.
"What is it? Why are you here?" - i asked.
"I'm sorry." - he said.
"For?"
"Not answering your calls and replying your texts." - he said.
"Why?"
"I was... a little upset."
"About?"
"The other day i called. You met Hoonji. And i heard your conversation with Sion." - he said.
"So that's why?" - i asked. He nodded.
"I can't meet my cousin?" - i asked.
He shook his head. "No. I don't like it." - he said.
"But we're cousins. Why can't we meet?" - i asked. He shrug.
"I just... don't like it when you're with him." - he said.
"I'll meet him whenever i want. He's my cousin and you can't say no." - i said.
"Fine. Just a few hours?" - he asked.
"Of course. Why'd i spend the whole day with him, he's busy." - i said.
"About Sion." - he said.
"What about him?" - i asked.
"He said he likes you."
I nodded. "So?"
"Don't you like him too?" - he asked. I shook my head.
"No. I moved on." - i said.
"Really? So you rejected him?" - he asked. I nodded. He finally smile so wide. Which melts my heart instantly. He open his arms wide, wanting to hug me. I ignored it. He whined, pulling me into a hug.
He place his chin on my shoulder. I can feel him sniffing my hair. I hug him back, secretly inhaling his scent from his neck. "I missed you. Didn't meet you for days somewhat dulls me." - he said softly. I massage the back of his neck softly.
"I miss you too." - i said. I really do. I miss him badly. I didn't miss him as a best friend. I miss him as my crush.
We finally broke the hug. I turn on the tv and eat my breakfast. "What's with fastening your wedding?" - i asked. He didn't answer. Just stayed silent.
But before i could ask again, he answers, "Because the third week, i have to be in the studio and more work." - he said.
"I see." - i said.
"Why didn't Sejin oppa tell me then?" - i asked.
"Because he have yet tell the staffs yet. Only the 7 of us knows." - he said. I just nod.
"Does everyone knows about it now?" - i asked.
He nodded. "Yeah. And I can't believe it's just tomorrow." - he said with a smile. I smiled too.
"I'm happy for you." - i said with a smile. He smile still.
"How you feeling?" - i asked.
"A little nervous. But damn happy." - he said. I laughed. How can he be so cute?
"You're coming right, tomorrow? You do know you must be there." - he said.
"I am. Don't worry about that." - i said.
"Promise!" - he said, handing out a pinky out. I intertwine my pinky with his.
"Promise~" - i said and smile.
"Great! I'll look forward to see you tomorrow." - he said.
"Aren't you looking forward to see Siena more?" - i asked.
"Of course i do. But i wanna see you too. Like Haneul in a dress." - he said. I laughed.
"Siena will look better than me." - i said. We laughed. I know these laughs will turn to cries when I'm going to sleep. Hais. I have to really let you go. It's gonna be difficult but I'll try. I really love you Kim Namjoon.
You're taken. And nothing can change that. I'm sorry for not telling my feelings. I just can't. I'm very sorry. I just pray for your happiness. I love you very much, Kim Namjoon.
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