When Karma Hits You

Chapter 21

Some good things never last.

"Thank you Guys, for all your support. I had fun in working with you, guys!" Ma'am Iya said. " It is the dream team and I love you all, guys."

"Thank you for the years in being with me. Thank you for all your help and support. Thank you!" Sir Rhance said. "I hope, no more holding grudges. As we see each other again. Take Care!"

They left the company. This is their last day. Sir Rhance have decided to go back on their ranch and farm in Tagaytay together with his wife, Ma'am Iya. This will be the last time that I will see them. The last day that I will see him.

"We will miss you, Sir Rhance, Ma'am Iya." said by Lindie.

"Take care always!" Mac said.

"Goodbye, Gail, Mac, Lindie and Renee'." Said by Ma'am Iya. She hugs us for the last time.

"Goodbye guys!" Said by Sir Rhance.

"Goodbye Renee'!" he said and look at me for the last time. "Goodbye! Goodbye, Renee'."

I just nod at him. I can't speak at the moment. I can feel my tears will about to fall any moment.

Then, they started to walk, walk through the door.

Now, all I can see is their back. Their image is slowly fading. It is slowly fading until my eyes won't able to see him.

Alright. The time is up. Move on. The clock is running. The clock is continue in running. I need to move. I need to live a life. I should forget about him. I should forget him. Live in the real world. Live in the recent. Yes, live. Live, Renee'. Live.

I go back to my work. I sit on my chair and look at my desktop. Hmm.. I still have dues for today. I see. Hmm.. I need to finish all these before my shift ends. Alright. Let's start. I started in typing on my keyboard. My hands started to type as how my tears starts to run down through my face. Know what? You know what's hard? You know what's hurting me at the moment? It's the thought, it's the thought of, 'I should be on that place'. It's the thought of, 'I should be the one who walks in the isle'. It's the thought of, 'I should be the one who wears the wedding dress'. It's the thought of, 'I should be the one who's with him right now'. It's the thought of, 'I should be the one'. Oh! My God! Months, days, nights, hours, minutes, seconds, milliseconds has been passed but here I am still mourning of what had just happened.

Yeah! Wake up! This is what you called reality, Renee'! This is life! This is what we called real world. Accept the fact that nothing will gonna happen between you and him! Nothing more! Accept it! Accept it! Live a life! Live a life! Yes! I should live a life. I should.

Sighed.

Breathe in.

Breathe out.

I hope as I look back, no fake fantasies. No illusions, no hallucinations, perhaps no pretensions. Just a sign of peace that will ease the pain, that created by own thoughts and ideas. This time, as I move forward, a new day awaits. New chapter with new stories matched with new characters that has different personalities. New life, new light, new beliefs.

This day is the worst yet the best one. Remove all the insecurities, remove all the paints. No more holding grudges, no more issues. Just purity and clarity. Now, I hope even if nobody can see me, even if nobody can hear me, even if nobody can understand me, I hope I will feel fine.

From this day on, I will live like it is my last day living in this world. As if, it is my last breath. Like, tomorrow will never comes. Like, I own the world. Like, I am nothing. And this is life, this is my life.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The End ~~~~~~~~~~~~~