When Karma Hits You

Chapter 19

         An awkward moment. I don't know what just happened. What was just happened? I am still in shock. Well, he is engaged and soon to be married. The feeling of betrayal is keeps on popping up on my mind. But, there is not. There is not. It's your fault, Renee'. It's your fault. You refused him. You don't have the right to think about betrayal since it is on you. He is not destined to you. Stop this nonsense thinking, Renee'. Stop it.

     I woke up early this morning and I was the one who prepared for breakfast. I still need to work at nine o'clock in the morning. Four o'clock is too early. But, I'm living far from my work. I need to adjust for the time. And besides, I need to relax. I want to forget everything. I saw my Mom and Dad are walking going to the kitchen. They are awake.

"Good morning, Dad,Mom!" I said to them.

"Good morning!" My Dad said and sit in the dining table to prepare for a cup of coffee.

"Good morning too! Why did you wake up too early?" My mom said.

"Nothing. I just want to prepare for breakfast." I said and fried the last dried fish on pan.

  I arranged it on the table. I put down the plates and glasses.

   "Let's eat." I said.

   I feel empty. The pain that run down through my veins that goes until the four chambers of my heart. I can feel it. Know what? I don't have the right to act like this. I don't have.

"I'm done. I will open now our store in front. If we open it this early, there's more chance to earn more income." My father said.

I just nodded.

     "I'm done also. I will go now to the market." My Mom said. "Talk to Sizzy. Advise her to go home early. Home after school."

     "Yes, Mom. Take care!" I said.

      Upon seeing them preparing for their work, my tears suddenly fell down. My God! Stop crying, Renee'. I went up to my room. And I started to prepare also for work. Hah!

     Sighed.

     Breathe in.

     Breathe out.

     I arrived early in the office. I am now in front of the building. The feeling of embarrassment is suddenly run through my body.  I'm having second thought if I will go to work today. I don't want to see them. I don't want to see him. I just don't want. I sighed. I walk directly through the elevator. I need a break. Maybe it is better to leave the company. I know personal feelings should not be brought in the office. But, mine is different. It is different. It is. But, think your life, Renee'. Think how to live.

      I entered in the elevator. I am the only one passenger of it. I pushed the fourth floor button on it. Then I pushed the close button. The door was about to close when someone was ran to get inside and held the door.

"Wait!" He said.

I pushed the open button. The door opened. Then a well-built guy entered the elevator. I look up to him. A guy that is six feet in tall, I think, went inside. A guy that wears a navy blue polo shirt and a black pants. He wears a black shoes. A tall, fair and handsome guy. A guy who looks like a Korean Actor. A guy who owned a black brown pair of eyes.

"Hi! Good morning!" He said and smiled at me.

I feel my cheeks turns to red. I feel the hot burst to my cheeks. After all these time, I'm still blushing in front of him.

"How are you, Renee'?" He said.

"I'm ok Rhance, Ah... I mean Sir Rhance!" I said.

  "I see." He said and look into me. I saw his eyes glows gently as he looks in to me.