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Fergal's POV

"Why, Pam? What the hell did they do to you?"

I asked her limp body as I rubbed her arm. I wish I had some answers. I've never, ever seen Pam this broken. She wasn't broken. She was...nothing. She was broken so much that she had become such a shell of herself.

"I love you so much, baby. You probably can't hear me but I love you so, so much. I never ever want you to feel alone or like you're doing this alone. I wish I could've shown you this sooner."

I said as I reached into my pocket and pulled out a small box.

"I hope you wake up and I can give this ring to you. And I hope it's everything you dream of. Especially after Mandy smashed your dream ring. So please just wake up for me? For the kids? I promise I'll put this ring on your finger, love."

I said as I looked from the box up to Pam. Seeing the tubes in her mouth and the ventilator she was hooked up to broke my heart. She was literally on fucking life support.

"I love you so much Pamela Rose Martinez. I'm always here for you."

I said as I kissed her forehead.