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Fergal's POV

"Holy shit."

Sasha said as we walked into Pam's hospital room. I looked at Pam's body as tears filled my eyes.

"Pam."

Was all I could get out before fully breaking down into tears.

"Come here."

Sasha said as she hugged me.

"Why do they keep hurting my family, Sash? Why do they keep doing this?"

I sobbed into her shoulder.

"I don't know, Fergal."

She said as she rubbed my back.

"I mean, you heard the doctor. If she even wakes up she could have brain damage. She might now even be able to walk! That will kill Pam. Why the hell did they have to fucking shoot her?"

I sobbed.

"I wish I had answers to your questions. You just have to be there for Pam. If she can't walk, you have to encourage her to try. If she dies, you have to be there for your children. Especially the little ones who are shook up over this. Thank god Chloe and Dylan were there or you probably wouldn't have Zoey or Pam right now."

Sasha said. She was right. I needed to be strong. I'm going to be strong for Pam and the kids.

"Oh, Pam."

I said as I held her hand.

"I love you so much, my love. Please pull out of this. I wanna see your beautiful brown eyes again. I wanna see your beautiful smile. I wanna kiss you again. Please wake up."

I said as I rubbed her arm. I'm going to just be strong...I had to be.