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"Fergal? Where are you?"

I groaned as I walked around the house.

"I'm right here baby. What's wrong?"

Fergal asked as he came out of the kitchen.

"I'm not feeling too well."

I said as I wrapped my arm around my bump.

"What's wrong?"

"I just feel...lightheaded."

I said as I almost fell over.

"Woah. When was the last time you ate something?"

Fergal asked as he held onto me.

"I don't know. A couple days?"

"Pam! You need to eat something."

"I'm sorry! I was just really upset this week and I didn't eat anything and I don't feel good Fergal."

I whined.

"Okay. I'll make you two something to eat."

Fergal said as he kissed the top of my head.

"Okay."

I said as I sat on the couch. A couple minutes later Fergal brought me a bowl of cereal.

"Baby, you gotta start taking care of you two."

Fergal said as he rubbed my bump.

"I know. I've just been so upset since you left and I had no idea if you were coming back."

I said as I started crying.

"Don't cry. Why would I not come back?"

Fergal asked as he hugged me.

"I don't know. There's so many beautiful girls on those trips, why would you want me?"

"Pam, you're the most beautiful girl in the world. Absolutely no one compares to you."

Fergal said as he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.

"I just want you to be happy when you're with the kids and I."

I said as I wiped my tears.

"Babe. I'm never happier then when I'm with you guys."

Fergal said as I smiled.

"I love you Pamela Devitt."

Fergal said as he cupped my face.

"I love you too baby."

I said as Fergal kissed me.