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"Come on, Zo. Can't you give me a break today?"

I asked as I gripped onto the bed, mid-contraction. I had to do this all alone. No one was answering their phone, I was already 7 centimeters dilated, and I was so, so scared.

"I need your Dad, Zo. I need someone."

I told my bump as I sobbed in pain. I grabbed my phone and checked my texts. None. Where the hell is everyone?

Fergal's POV

"There's no fucking service and I can't get ahold of Pam."

I said as I paced back and forth as all of us tried to call and text Pam. She blew up everyone's phone but the service in the arena sucked.

"Do you think she's in labor?"

Sasha asked.

"There's no other reason she'd blow up our phones. I'm going to miss my daughter being born. Pam was right. I shouldn't have fucking went on this tour."

I said as I continued to pace.

"Fergal, calm down."

Mella said.

"How am I suppose to calm down? Pam is probably at the hospital, scared, in pain, and about to have Zoey and I'm halfway across the world!"

I said as I started to cry.

"Come here."

Sasha said as she hugged me.

"Pam is going to be so mad."

I said as I started to cry.

"Don't cry. She's not going to be mad once she has Zoey in her arms. I promise."

Sasha said as she rubbed my back. I hope she's right.

Pamela's POV

"You ready?"

The doctor asked me as I felt the urge to push.

"Yeah, I guess."

I said, tears streaming down my face. This is it. I actually have to Zoey by myself. I started to push as I screamed from the pain. I needed Fergal. I needed someone.

I needed someone to hold my hand. I needed someone to tell me that I'm doing great. I needed someone to tell me that I can do this. But I had no one.

"You're doing great, Pamela. A couple more like that and your little girl will be here."

The doctor said as I sat back onto the bed. I took a deep breath as I looked at my phone.

Nothing.

I slammed my phone down in frustration as I began to push again.

Where the hell is Fergal? Sasha? Mella? Cass? Charlotte? Becky? Anyone! I needed someone!

"One more Pam and she'll be here."

The doctor said, knocking me out of my thoughts. I gave one more push and finally heard tiny cries. The doctor placed Zoey on my chest as I smiled.

"Hey, baby girl."

I said as I smiled. She was worth it. She was worth going through it alone...