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I woke up to feel a blanket being draped over me. I lifted my head up to see Fergal, tucking me into bed.

"Oh, sorry. Didn't mean to wake you up."

Fergal said.

"It's okay."

I said as I sat up in bed. I sighed as I looked over at Zoey's bed.

"I just put her back to sleep."

Fergal said as I smiled at Zoey.

"Listen, Pam. I'm sorry for missing Zoey's birth and for not being here for you. I'm so, so sorry."

Fergal said.

"Babe, it's okay. I shouldn't have snapped at you."

I said as I cupped his face.

"You had every right to snap at me. I fucked up and I'm so, so sorry."

He said.

"Don't be. I love you."

I said as I kissed him.

"I love you too."

Fergal said with a smile. I looked over to see Zoey opening her eyes and yawning.

"Hello, baby girl."

I said as I picked her up. I smiled as she looked up at Fergal and I.

"I love you two so much."

Fergal said as he kissed my temples.

"We love you too."

I said with a smile as we both stared down at Zoey.