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"Comfortable?"

Fergal asked as he got into the hospital bed with me.

"Yes. I'm always comfortable with you."

I said as I rested my head on him as he started the movie on the TV. It was hard for both Fergal and I to adjust to me needing help all the time but we'll figure it out.

It felt unfair to Fergal. He didn't sign up for this. So why is he still with me? I looked up at Fergal as I sighed.

"You okay?"

Fergal asked.

"Yeah. Just thinking."

I said as I bit my lip.

"About?"

Fergal asked.

"Fergal, why are you still with me? I mean, my legs don't even work anymore! You could have any girl in the world, why do you stay with me?"

I asked him as tears filled my eyes.

"Hey, don't cry. I don't care if your legs work or not, Pam. I'm here because I love you. I love everything about you, Pamela. We have an incredible family together and I never wanna lose you guys. And I can't wait for your last name to be Devitt again."

Fergal said as he looked down at the ring on my finger.

"I love you."

I said as I cupped his face and kissed him.

"I love you too. I can't wait to help you get back on track."

Fergal said with a smile.

"I can't wait to walk again."

I said with a smile as Fergal kissed me again. Thank god I always have him on my side. What would I do without him?