gone.

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I stared at the wall as I felt Fergal run his hand through my hair. Why was I still here? Why the fuck did Fergal always have to save me? Why did he love me so much?

I felt tears fall down my cheeks as Fergal rubbed my side.

"Fergal?"

I whimpered.

"Yes, Love?"

Fergal asked.

"Can you cuddle me? I feel safe in your arms."

I said.

"Of course."

Fergal said as he got into bed next to me and wrapped his arms around me.

"Fergal?"

I asked.

"Yeah?"

"I need help."

I said as I started to sob. I turned around and buried my face into Fergal's chest.

"Hey, Hey. It's okay. I'm going to help you get through this. But you just have to promise me that you'll never, ever try to harm yourself again."

Fergal said.

"I won't. I promise."

I sobbed.

"Okay. I love you. I'm always here for you."

Fergal said as he rubbed my back. How in the hell did I get to lucky to have a man that cares so much about me? If it was anyone else, they probably would've left me high and dry. But not Fergal. And I'm truly the luckiest girl on the planet.

"I love you Fergal. Thank you for saving me."

I said as I cupped his face and kissed him.

"I'll always be your knight in shining armor. I'll always save you."

Fergal whispered to me as I smiled.

"That smile always melts my heart."

Fergal said as he kissed my lips again.

"Good. Your smile isn't that bad either."

I said as Fergal laughed.

"There's the Pam I know and love."

Fergal said as I closed my eyes and just enjoyed being in his embrace.