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I woke up to hearing the door open. I sat up on the couch to see Fergal walking in the door. My heart told me to run and jump into his arms because I missed him so much. But I found myself glued to the couch.

He caught my eyes as we both just stared at each other. Then he grabbed his suitcases and took them to the bedroom. I held back my tears as I heard footsteps come down the hall. Then Fergal went straight towards the door.

"Where are you going?"

I asked him.

"Out."

He said before walking out the door. I just let the tears fall down my face at that point. He really just didn't care anymore.

Later That Day

"Pam. Pam, wake up baby."

I heard Fergal say as I woke up.

"Where's Sasha?"

I asked him.

"She went home. I have a surprise for you baby. Wake up."

Fergal said. I sat up and rubbed my eyes.

"We need to talk."

Fergal said.

"Yeah."

I said as I bit my lip.

"Listen, I have no clue what Sasha told you. But I haven't been cheating on you. I love you Pamela. I never wanna leave you or for you to leave me. Kylie kissed me. I didn't wanna kiss her back. I was just in shock. I love you so fucking much Pamela Devitt and I love our family and our growing baby girl."

He said as he put his hand on my bump.

"I love you too Fergal. Why didn't you come home last night?"

"I wanted to give you some space."

"And what about this morning?"

"I went out to buy you two these."

Fergal said as he handed me a small box. Inside was a onesie for the baby and a new bracelet for me.

"Thank you, love. I love you."

I said as I hugged him.

"I love you too."

He said as he kissed me.