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Fergal's POV

"Shhhh, breathe."

I told Pam as I rubbed her bump.

"I can't breathe. I'm so scared."

She sobbed.

"I know. She's going to be okay. I promise. We will not go through what we did with Mia."

I said as I grabbed her hand and kissed her knuckles.

"Don't say that if you aren't sure."

Pam said as she snapped her hand away.

"If we lose this baby, I can't go through with having another one. I can't go through with this pain of losing a baby."

Pam said as she started crying. I hate seeing Pam so upset.

"Whatever you want. I'll support you 100%."

I said with a smile.

"I love you."

Pam said as she turned her head to look at me.

"I love you too."

I said with a smile. Then Pam's face of worry quickly went to a face of shock.

"What's wrong, love?"

I asked her.

"She kicked. She's kicking and moving."

Pam said with a smile. I smiled as I placed my hand on her bump and felt the baby kicking.

"Thank god."

I said as I took a sigh of relief. Thank god Pam and I didn't have to go through the pain we did with Mia. Thank god Pam and the baby were going to be okay.