An American In London S3

The Tamed Fuck Boy

(Finley POV)

"Finley, why are you so hot?" 

Lei asks after the best make up sex I've ever had. I try to sit up and stretch but he pulls me back down, groaning once I feel the dull burning pain in my ass. 

"I don't know. I guess this is what happens when you have two gorgeous dickheads for fathers..Fucking hell Lei, why is it I can never walk a straight after these rendezvous?" I ask, slightly upset but not minding.

 "Sorry, I was pissed, I'm okay now though," He sighs as he holds me close and I curl up next to him, my bare body intertwined in his.

 "Of course you are, now that I have to suffer. Sadistic much?" I snort as I snuggle my head on his chest, feeling the rise and fall of his breathing underneath me with the soft thuds of his fast heartbeat.

 "I'm sadistic? Are you forgetting which one of us is now covered in hickeys and bite marks?" I can feel his chest vibrate with a soft laughter as he kisses my forehead. 

"Don't you have work though?" I ask and he looks at his watch, sighing deeply, 

"I did, but then my favorite indecisive sarcastic boyfriend decided to show up looking all cute and apologetic," He says and I turn my head so I can meet his lust filled eyes. 

"Oy! Your favorite!? Does that mean you have more than one?" I ask with my best copy of his British accent and I yelp as he pinches my exposed nipple.

 "Ah! What was that for?!" I ask and he leans into me, kissing me with his soft lips that I had nibbled until they were swollen. 

He breaks away from me, staying just close enough to press his forehead against mine. 

"Why do you want to leave me?" Lei whispers softly and I physically gulp. 

"Mmm.. I have to go." I try to excuse myself from the conversation but I'm unable to leave his arms as he holds me tight. Not that I really wanted to leave anyway.

 "Finney, baby, I'm being serious..." he gently pushes back my sweaty hair and I look away from his concerned evergreen eyes. 

"I'm scared," I admit and his hand falls from my hair to the nape of my neck.

 "Why? Was there someone before me? Did they hurt you?" His voice suddenly gets threatening and protective but I shake my head. 

"No, no...I-I..." I sigh as I feel my body go limp. 

"Finney, I want to understand you but you have to let me in..." He says and I lay back in his bed, breaking away from him and pushing my hair back as I squeeze my eyes shut while the awful memories working their way to the surface. 

I feel his cool hand press against my chest as I'm brought back to reality. The past makes me feel like shit and just thinking about it makes the world start to spin.

 "I don't..." I groan as my head starts to hurt. I suddenly feel his lips gently press themselves against mine. 

"Shh...nevermind. I don't need to know if it causes you this much pain." He sighs into our kiss. 

Lei was always so considerate which makes me feel like a fucking joke for a boyfriend. 

"I'm sorry Lei, I'll tell you one day but just...I'm not ready to tell you the story of my life because I can barely face it myself," I tell him and open my eyes to the small amount of light leaking in through the windows, blinding me until Lei gently caresses my cheek. Blocking out the sunlight, as I stare into his dark green eyes. He kisses me again and I soak in his warmth, feeling him against me holds a comfort all on its own that I had been lacking these past few weeks. 

"Tell me when you're ready, but don't just abandon me because you're scared. Pain in the ass." he says with a small growl and I can't contain my small laughter. 

"Clearly you're going to have to break up with me since I'm too weak to do it," I say mid-kiss and he kisses the tip of my nose. 

"You're right, you couldn't even do it through text." He laughs and for some reason Mari and Jamie come into my thoughts. 

I really hope those two get back together soon, or I might have to roll up my sleeves and play cupid again. 

"oh, baby look, it's snowing. It hardly ever snows here," Lei pauses to look out the window and I watch the snowflakes fall, 

"Hmm...I didn't notice since I was so focused on you," I purr and he comes back to me. 

Fuck the snow, I want all his attention on me and me alone.