Let Me... [Jungkook ff]

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" Thanks coach-nim.. I feel exhausted today.." I smiled to him.

" come on y/n it been 2 years now and you still being so formal to me.. Just call me Ryan please.. Just Ryan okay.. " He make a sign👌 to me..

" Arasseo.. Mian.. So Ryan do you have plan after this? " we both walk to the locker to pick our things..

" Don't have.. Why?"

" Can you accompany me to buy some groceries after this? But if you don't want it fine with me tho.." I ask him..

" Of course I would love to.. So hurry up before it going to be late.." He smile to me and we part away to go for wash up..

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Why I'm so short.. I can't reach my cookies.. Oh my god... While I'm in my thought someone from behind me take the cookies.. I turn around and it a guy with a mask..

" Urmm excuse me but I get the cookies first.. Would you mind take another cookies.." I ask him politely..

He give to me without saying anything and I put it inside my cart.. Once I turn around, he's not there anymore.. Well his scent kind of familiar to me.. His brown eyes.. It too familiar.. Maybe it someone else.. It can't be him..

" Hey.. Are you done?" Ryan poke my waist..

" Yup.. Let go.." I push my cart to the counter..

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" Thanks for today Ryan.." I bring my groceries inside my home..

" No problem.. We are friends afterall.." we go to the kitchen and put down my groceries..

Ryan sit on the couch in my living room while I'm prepare drink for him.. When I just want to give him the drink he saw my phone light up and the wallpaper of my screen is him..

" Thanks.." He take the drinks from me and I sit beside him..

" So, you still have his picture.. Don't you miss him?" I'm froze with his words but I keep calm

" I don't know.. He never search for me for the past 2 years.. He probably have someone new in his life now.." I hang my head low while keep my tears..

" Hey, don't be sad.. I always here for you.." He hug me and rub my back to help me calm.. He pulled away from the hug and look at his watch..

" Y/n it late now.. So I will be going home now.. Are you okay if I leave.. I can stay here you know.."

" Nah.. It ok.. You must be tired.." I hug him and lead him to the door. Before he enter his car I call his name..

" Hey Ryan.. Would you mind to have a breakfast with me tomorrow after our morning jog?" He smile to me and nod as a yes.. We both wave at each other and I wait for his car not to be seen in my sight..

I walk to the couch where my phone is and I look at my wallpaper.. That is the only photo that I have of him.. It the photo of our honeymoon in Maldives.. Without realise, my tears roll down on my cheeks and land on my phone..

" I really miss you Jungkook-a.. I regret for living you before.. I'm so sorry.. I hope you live in better life now.." I close my phone and go to bathroom.. I wash up myself and get ready to bed..

Next morning
I sit on the bench at the park after jog for 4 round.. It sound ridiculous but that is me... I start to workout cause I want to keep myself busy and tired with my activity.. After the incident I work at my dad's company... My parents insist me to go for blind date but I refuse cause I don't trust guy anymore.. Also I'm not sure my status now.. Either Jungkook have divorce me or not..

" Hey, what are you thinking huh?" Ryan sit down beside me while drink his water..

" Nothing.. I just think about the company.. That all.." I smile to him..

" Yeah yeah.. Btw, can we go to you house now.. Cause I'm hungry.." He smile sheepishly towards me.. I just shake my head because of his childish behaviour.. He have the build body but his personality does not like his appearance..

After a few minutes of driving, finally we arrive at my house.. We go wash up ourself... Since I live alone I don't mind Ryan take bath in my house..

After I done wash up, I start prepare the breakfast.. It just a simple but yet a healthy breakfast.. I really take care of my health especially what food I take.. While I'm cooking I feel a pair of hands around my waist.. I just shrugged it off cause I feel comfortable around him..

" Your cooking smell good and you smell good too..." I froze with his word.. But then I just ignore him..

" Hey.. I'm just joking you know.." He said..

" I didn't show that I take your joke seriously.. I just focus on my cooking.. You want the house to burn..?" I said to him.. He chuckle and walk away to the living room..

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Since it weekend we both no need to be rush cause we just want to chill today.. We both sit at the backyard..

" So y/n.. Are you going to be single forever after this?" I choke on my water and look at him disbelief..

" I'm just asking.." He ask.

" Well maybe yes.. Maybe no.. Honestly I'm not sure what is my status cause I never contact Jungkook neither my friends.." I just sigh..

" You never think of getting back with him?" he questioning back..

" Like what I said before.. He probably have someone in his life now.. He happy with it ok.."

" It just probably y/n.. Maybe he's waiting for you outside there.. I'm sure he miss you too.."

I just sigh cause I never thought of getting back with him. But I can't lie to myself that I really miss him, it just that I'm not ready to meet him.

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