Let Me... [Jungkook ff]

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I walk straight to the counter and ask the nurse that incharge there.. Jungkook's room on the 2nd floor.. I run towards the lift and wait for it to reach the 2nd floor.. I step out from the lift and start to search his room.. My heart beat faster and faster when I almost reach his room..

" 203, 204, 205.. Jeon Jungkook.." I want to tear up when I say his name but I hold it.. I reach for the door and I heard laugh from his room.. I wonder what will be his reaction when he meet me.. I take a deep breath before I step into the room..

" Hi.." All of them look at me including Jungkook.. His eyes widened when he see me and he looks better.. But still skinny.. I want to tear up again but I hold it..

" Get out.." That the words that come from his mouth when our eyes met.. Honestly, I feel hurt with his behaviour but I know I deserved it..

I walk out from the room without saying anything.. Finally, I let my tears fall on my cheeks.. Eventhough, I cry hard but I will not give up.. I will try to win his heart again.. I love him once and now I will say that I'll always love him.. Never and ever I will stop myself to love him..

With heavy steps I walk back to my car and drove back to the hotel.. Today is such a long day for me.. I'm not tired from the work but I'm tired of myself.. How I wish a 'sorry' can solve everything but that just in your dream.. It will never happened..

Jungkook pov

After y/n left me I never get enough rest because I want to make myself busy just to forget her.. I give up on myself.. I give up on our relationship.. I give up on her..

I start to join BTS again and work in bighit when I have time.. But if I have meeting in the Jeon's company, I should attend it.. Our comeback almost finish and all of the ARMY notice how much weight that I loss in this few months..

Because of my busy life I never get to eat in a better way.. Sometime I skip my meals for days and end up I can't wake up the next day.. The members tried to help me but I'm a stubborn person..

The day for our last performance to promote Love Yourself album, I suddenly feel sick.. But I just hold it.. I take the painkiller so that it will help me to reduce the pain.. Our performance will be held in Busan my hometown.. We will be doing pre recording on the weekend..

After we finish the 3rd pre recording I feel sharp pain on my head.. I close my eyes and take a deep breath.. The pain reduce slowly.. I open my eyes buy my vision getting blurry.. Suddenly someone hold my shoulder...

"Jungkook-a.. Are you okay?" Jimin hyung ask me.. I just hummed as a sign I'm okay.. I walk back to the centre of the stage but I stop my steps when the pain attack me back..

" Yah, come here.. Jungkook is sick.." Jimin shout at the member.. They run towards us..

" Manager-nim.. Jungkook is not well.. We need to go to hospital.." Namjoon said.. Before anything happen my eyes compeletly close and I feel my body on the stage.. Everything is dark.

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It already four days after that incident and I need to stay because the doctor want me to get enough meal and suppliment so that my body will get energy back.. It still morning and I decide to visit halmeoni and harabeoji..

I take a taxi to the place.. After few minutes I arrive there.. I pay the taxi driver and jog towards the house.. I knock on the door a few times..

" Halmeoni..." I hug her and she look shock with my sudden visit..

" Omo, Jungkook-a.. Are you alone?" She ask while pull me inside her house..

" Ne, how are you and harabeoji?"

" Oh, we are fine but why you look so skinny.. Your eyebag.. Are you okay?" She cupped my face with her hand.. Her eyes show how concern she is..

" I'm fine halmeoni.. Oh, harabeoji" I hug harabeoji and he look shock too..

" Oh my Jungkook-a.. Why you look so skinny.." he ask the same question and I just smile at him..

" I'm fine, just too busy with work.. By the way, today I will be on tv.. You both must watch it okay.." The both laugh at me..

" Where do you stay now..?" Harabeoji ask me..

" In hospital" Both of them look at me..

" what happen.. Are you sick?" halmeonj put his backhand on my forehead.. I take her hand and hold it.. And I explain to them what actually happen to me..

We talk and talk and it almost time for me to go.. Both of them walk me to the front door.. I put my hoodie iver my head and wear the black mask.. Suddenly, I heard a girl voice calling harabeoji and halmeoni.. It sounds like her... I turn toward the voise and it really her.. I bid my goodbye to halmeoni and harabeoji.. I quickly walk away from there.. I'm in verge to cry but I hold it.. How much I miss that voice.. I miss her.. I miss everything about her..

I reach at the hospital in the afternoon.. That mean the members will visit me.. I walk into my room and all of them already arrive and together with my parents..

" Where are you.. I'm worried about you okay.." my mom hug me..

" I just visit halmeoni and harabeoji just now.." I smile to her.. I sit on my bed while having my lunch with them.. We talk and joking around until my door slide open..

" Hi.." That voice.. We make and eye contact.. I miss her but my heart hurt when I thoughy what she had done before..

" Get out" I glare at her and she look hurt with my words.. I can see that she want to cry but she hold it.. I regret to say that word and I want to call her but it too late cause she already walk out from the room..

Tonight is KBS DAECHUKJAE.. BTS look so handsome and fancy in that suit.. My eyes being bless.. Btw don't forget to vote and comment..😘😘