Let Me... [Jungkook ff]

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Hospital- Y/n POV

I open my eyes slowly and look around.. Then I'm looking for Jungkook but he no where to be seen.. I see myself and I'm using the hospital gown.. I rub my tummy but it feel empty.. Then I recall the incident that happened just now.. Then, the door open reveal my parents and Jungkook's parents..

" omg.. sweetie are u ok??" My mom ask.. I just look at them and didn't answered my mom.

" Don't worry sweetheart.. maybe this is not your luck to have a baby.. we know about this from Jungkook.." Jungkook's mom said to me.. When I heard that I cried.. I feel like a stupid wife and mother cause I can't protect my baby.. then, I think about Jungkook.. he must be really upset with this.. Then, the door open reveal the doctor and Jungkook..

" I'm sorry for your lost Mrs. Jeon.. You can discharge today and you need to stay healthy.. Don't give up and don't stress yourself to much.. It might affect your health.. so, Mr. Jeon please take care of your wife.." She pat Jungkook shoulder and walk out the room..

while me still sit on the bed and cry like there is no tomorrow... I try to look at Jungkook but he resist to make an eye contact with me.. why I have so many problem in my life.. what if Jungkook ask for divorce because of this... I hug my knees and cry non stop while my mom try to calm me down..

A few months later..

I walk out from my car and walk into the Jeon building.. All the workers greet me and I smile to them.. I go inside the lift and push the 22nd floor which is Jungkook office.. a few minutes later the lift door open and I walk out from there while bring the lunchbox.. well today I cook Jungkook's favourite food and I want to surprise him.. I open the door and now it my turn to be surprised.. I saw a girl maybe the coworker in the Jeon building sit on Jungkook lap..

Jungkook's hand on her waist, holding her.. They make out in the office... How dare he want to make out with his coworker and I at home worry about him cause working 24/7... without realization my tears already roll down my cheeks... But then Jungkook saw me and he push the girl off his lap... The girl look surprise.. His lips have the lipstick from the girl and the girl quickly walk out the room... Jungkook button his shirt and I sit in front of his desk..

" Here your lunchbox.. It your favourite food.. Btw, eomoni call me and we will have family gathering this Friday night at your parents house.. so make sure you are free.. I got to go and sorry for disturbing your time.." I said to him without making an eye contact..

I walk out his office with tears roll down my cheeks.. I run out the building and drive back home..

While at home I just do the house chore and try to forget what had happened in Jungkook office just now.. Hours past and I didn't realize it time for Jungkook coming home.. But nowadays he rarely at home and I always have dinner alone or I will not having dinner at all.. I don't know why he so upset until he don't want to talk to me.. He didn't do anything to me but he look like doesn't want me at all.. Since we came back from Maldives he want to sleep in a separate room.. so I just let it be cause maybe he is too frustrated because I can't take care of the baby.. If I didn't start the fight with the guy I would probably holding our very first baby in my arm now.. and maybe Jungkook will always stay by my side and hug me.. Kiss me when I wake him up.. Thanks me cause I make the food for him but that just a dream for now..

Before my tears roll down my cheeks, I wipe it.. I feel like a weak woman now.. Today I cried for twice just because of stupid thing.. I cried too much until I didn't realize I cut my finger.. I drop the knife and wash my hand but the blood doesn't stop flow.. I'm searching for the first aid kit but I can't find it in the kitchen.. maybe I put it in the bathroom.. I covered my finger using my shirt and in the same time Jungkook come back home.. I don't care about his presence and quickly go to the bathroom.. I open the first aid kit using my left hand.. Then Jungkook open the door and see that I'm struggle with the aid kit.. He take the alcohol from me and put it in the sink.. I just look at him while I'm holding the pain..

" Give it back.." I said to him but he stop me and stare deeply in my eyes.. His brown eyes look so amazing and I feel like I'm drowning in his stare. He take my finger and suck it.. My eyes widen with his reaction.. He suck it like a baby drink their milk while staring at me..

" You taste good." He smirk at me.. I back away from him but he just come closer to me..

" Why you want to run away from? Why you look scare at me?" he ask me.. I just look down doesn't dare to look into his eyes anymore..

" I got to go.. I need to make the dinner for me"

" How about me? why you don't want to make dinner for me? You want me to starve?" He ask innocently like nothing happened today.

" You never come home early, that why I just make dinner for myself.. I can't wait for you to make dinner for me.." I said coldly to him.. Then he push his body on me and stare deeply into my eyes.. I can't breath cause he look too hot with that unbutton shirt..

He touch my lips and say " you know I'm craving for this lips for a long time already.. But today I can't keep anymore.." I look away and shut my eyes tightly.. He try to kiss me but I face away from him.. I think it not a good choice cause he look mad at me..

He hold my face and tighten his grip make me feel the pain " You as my wife need to do your job tonight.. You need to give what your husband want.. I know you want me too.." He whisper to me the last word and that make me turn on.. But I keep hold myself and I don't want to do it just for lust.. I want we make it because of love..

I push him but he hold my waist and pick me up.. He open his bedroom door and lock it.. I sit on the bed still scared of him.. He start to unbutton his shirt and he look hot with that abs.. How can he still keep it..?

Okay.. I will stop until here.. Sorry for the young readers but you guys can skip it if you guys still want to keep your innocence.. Comment and vote..