Don't let me go?

Chapter 25

Candice's POV 

"Well, erm- actually I don't even know where to start."  I spoke.

"Okay wait, we'll assist you. We'll ask you questions and you answer them. So, tell us what do you love the most about him?  Perrie asked.

"I don't think there's anything specific I love about him. In fact, I love myself around him. The person I am when I'm with him, so comfortable, so happy. He makes me a different person when I'm with him. I feel like a new girl in his company. I get to see sides of me I never knew existed before I met him."  By now everyone's eyes were on me and I snapped out of my "Harry" zone. "So I-I guess nothing specific, I just like everything about him."

"You know what, you should describe Harry as you see him. That would tell us a lot about your feelings towards him." Danielle said.

"Describe him? In what sense?" I asked.

"In all the senses you can, maybe?" Eleanor spoke up.

"Well that's difficult, but let me try."

I took a deep breath, closed my eyes for a moment and God only knows why Harry's face appeared in front of my face. I smiled at my own imagination. I'm definitely going crazy. I took hold of myself and began.

"I guess I'd describe Harry as a gentleman in one word. The way he's always so caring, so understanding and so supportive. And it's not just about him being good to me, he wears his heart on the sleeve for everyone. He's so sympathetic towards everyone. He knows how to choose the best words and it's like he always speaks what you need you hear, and that too so effortlessly. It just comes so naturally to him, which is why I know that he's not trying to be someone else. He's so busy being himself, that he has no idea how utterly perfect he is. He is probably everything I'd ever wish to be- so confident, kind, natural, and so real. 

Above all, I like how good of a listener he is. He wouldn't utter a word when you're ranting about something so that you can feel the peace of letting things out, because that's just Harry- putting others before himself. He looks you straight in the eye when you're talking to him and his gaze is so surreal it feels as if he's looking at a lighthouse at a distance and trying to help you find a way back home. All you can see is sympathy and depth in those emerald green eyes of his. And you can't help getting drawn to them, you feel safe letting him know everything about you. 

And not just those sympathetic eyes, you should also see his glimmering eyes when he's happy. When his eyes change to a darker shade of green and you see a strange glimmer in his eyes. He's got the most expressive eyes I've ever seen." 

I didn't realize I spoke so much about him until I hear Christina coughing. I looked up and they were all looking straight at me which made me conscious. 

"Damn girl ! You got us all dreamy and drooling." Perrie said.

"I- I'm so sorry guys. I don't know what all I spoke. I didn't realize."

"Ohh don't be sorry at all. We really loved listening to you. We would have loved to hear it all only if Christina could control her cough!"  That obviously came from Eleanor. What else could you expect from the girlfriend of the sassiest person I know? Haha.

"The way you talk about Harry is like being in a dream where all you see is happiness and love.  And that dream makes me dreamy which in turns makes me sleepy too. Your voice is almost like  lullaby when you talk about him." Danielle was literally yawning. 

"That's true. I'm sleepy too. Let's go to bed, it's late anyway." Christina said.

With that we all went to bed, but I was wide awake. The thought of what just happened with me a while ago didn't let me sleep. I'm definitely going crazy and I need to get a grip of myself. I don't know what I will act like when Harry returns. 

Just as I was thinking about him, my cell phone beeped and it was a text from him. By just looking at his name on my notification, a wide smile found its place on my face.

Harry:- "Hey Rose. How are you doing? I'm really sorry I didn't get enough time to check up on you or talk to you. But I hope you're doing well. I miss you."

Me:- "Hey Harry. I'm doing pretty well. How are you? And please don't be sorry, I know what the situation would be like at your place and that's why I didn't text you, I didn't want to disturb you. How is your grandmother by the way? I hope she's doing fine now. I missed you too."

Harry:- "Ohh c'mon Rose, you don't disturb me, like- never? So you don't have to think twice before texting me. You can do that anytime. And for your question- my grandmom is doing fine now. Doctors said her condition is pretty much stable now. Thank you for you concern by the way :) "

Me:- "You don't have to thank me at all? Isn't your grandmother just like my grandmother as well?"

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We talked about random things till small hours of the morning when I realized I should probably sleep for a while. So we bid each other goodbye and went to sleep. After so long I slept with a huge smile on my face and the feeling of content in my heart.

"I miss you Harry!" He was the last thought on my mind before I fell asleep.

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