i found it extremely hard to get out of bed this morning. finding out that jonghyun took his life in the past day really has gotten to me. i wasn't just a fan of shinee and a shawol, but i have gotten into kpop because of them, because of their quirky personalities and amazing voices. words cannot describe how i feel knowing that jonghyun is gone from this world, and knowing that he suffered through depression and no one knew. it really hurts, a fan can be saved from darkness by listening to an idol's music, but who can save an idol from their own darkness?
my heart goes out to jonghyun's family, friends, band mates, and fellow Shawols. if anyone has any dark or suicidal thoughts, please reach out for help or go to https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org
with love, kasey
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Fanfiction"you never walk alone? then why did yoongi leave me all alone."
