Kai a strong-willed outspoken 20 year old, bares a secret.
"He's Gay!"
Well a select few knows he's gay, like his annoying, lovable, and over the top gay Best-friend Kingston!
Kai still really haven't adjusted, nor have he come to terms with his...
I feel cold, numb, pain free. All the hurt I have is still here but it's no longer magnified.
There's a darkness that follows.
Engulfing darkness!
Swallowing Darkness!
What did I do? I don't want this anymore, I'd rather feel!
I'd rather hurt! I'd rather face my problems than to deal with them this way!
I think I'm too late now though ! It's growing even colder now! I want out!
I'm scared! I thought it'd be better this way.....
2 days later.....
"Kingston thank you for not telling my parents!" I told him.
"Bitch I'm still pissed you slit your damn wrist bleeding out!! I shoulda let yo dumb ass die, but you lucky you had the last fleet in yo bathroom!! Like wtf Kai!! You can't hurt yourself over no niggaa!!!!!" He told me.
I'm taking this all in, i deserve it! I somehow really lost a sense of who i was as person.
Being on suicide watch, gave me time to reflect on my life and I know now that none of this was worth harming myself over.
"Have Akeem even tried to reach out to you?" Kingston asked.
"I blocked him so I wouldn't know, and I honestly don't care. I'm more concerned about me, and finding my happy again." I said.
"Well I'm glad to hear that! You deserve some happiness, and I'm glad you said that, cause we have a stop to make before I take you home." Kingston said looking at me with a smirk as we was turning onto campus.
"Kingston what are you doing, I just wanna go home and rest, I don't want no shenanigans please!" I said.
"Oh Hush Miss Ting Gurlll! I'm simply doing community service!! You stressed my ass out for the last 2 days Hannah Baker, so you gone do whatever I tell yo ass too!!!" Kingston said.
He stopped the car in front of the Basketball Arena.
"Kingston, I just wanna rest! Please!" I said.
"Bitch if you don't get yo ass out my car, I'm gone yank yo ass out like Porsha Did Kenya !" He said!
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"Now why you do Kenya like that! You know we both love Kenya!" I said tryna change the subject cause i don't want to get out this car!
It's probably Akeem and I'm not ready to face him!
I don't think I ever want to face him, there's no need! What's done is done.
"I liveeeeee for Kenya Moore Whore!! She delivers readsssssss like no other! But I'm gone deliver you a Collard Green and Cornbread, Smothered Pork Chops N Gravy Country Ass Porsha Williams Ass Whipping! Go on inside!! I promised!!! Gooo!! It'll be fine!" He kept insisting!!
